He'll Regret It | Sebastian Sallow x Ominis Gaunt x Female MC

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Sebastian's POV

I hated being back to Hogwarts. Everything reminded me of her and Oninis. I hated how close they had become after they cut me out. I hated her for taking my place with him. I hated her for not saving Anne. But most of all I hated myself for still loving her despite all of that. I hated that I couldn't force those feelings away no matter how many other girls I used to fill the void she left.

She walked into my life and imbedded herself so deeply into my heart..my bones..even my soul..and then left me because I was too childish to cherish her. Too childish to do anything but hurt her. I had such tunnel vision trying to heal Anne that I couldn't see anything but that.

After I lost Anne I could finally see the world around me. I saw how kind and beautiful Y/N truly was. How she had done everything she could for Anne, for me. And I finally knew how much I loved her. All too late. I made my bed and I knew I had to lay in it..but I didn't want to. I wanted her to lay with her.

When I saw her in the Great Hall this morning my heart stopped and I couldn't help my eyes from taking in every inch of her. I felt as if I hadn't seen her in years.

She took on a slight tan as she seemed to be glowing. She was slightly taller, her face had somehow become even more beautiful as her cheekbones were slightly more prominent and her lips plumped up perfectly. And her curves...

I shook my head and put my face in my hands. What was I doing to myself?
I was so preoccupied with my attention on her that I hadn't even noticed Ominis with her. My heart stopped at the sight of her grabbing his hand and running over to Garreth Weasley, whose hands were too low on her waist when they hugged. I looked away as I felt so angry I could hardly contain myself. I looked away and tried to distract myself with Imelda, which worked for a while, until I saw Garreth chase after Y/N like a lost puppy. Then there was no improving my mood, I pushed my plate away from me and threw my fork into it, splashing eggs everywhere, which of course caused a bitch fit from Imelda.

I finally felt some relief when I realized I had a few classes with Y/N. I was hoping they would force us back together, but every class she seemed to have someone she'd rather be with.

I was going to try talking to her in Potions Class, but she just walked right passed me like I didn't exist and went on to be with Garreth fucking Weasley, who clearly noticed how beautiful she had become as he was all over her the whole class.

Everyone noticed how she had grown. It was all I heard about in the boys dormitory and now I couldn't even escape it in class, too. Everyone wanted to be the one she loved as they all answered with her scent when asked about the scent of Amortentia in Potions class. All I could do was roll my eyes. They just wanted her body, they didn't love her like I did. That much was clear with the disgusting things they'd say about her in private.

I had a pissy morning so when I saw her cozy up to some random guy in Defense Against the Dark Arts I pretty much lost my mind. I was so angry and all I wanted to do was take it out on her for not realizing the torture she was putting me through.

At lunch I decided I'd flip the tables and make her jealous. When I walked in with my arm around Imelda and locked eyes with Y/N I flashed her a smirk, but she didn't too bothered... The whole time it was eating away at me. Did she really not care?

I couldn't take my eyes off her. She of course sat with Poppy and Natty, but the random guy, too? Really? It was so obvious he was just trying to fuck her. I was caught multiple times with my eyes gravitating to her, which earned yet another bitch fit from Imelda. She stormed off and I could see Y/N laugh it up with whoever that guy was. It pissed me off even more and I decided I'd had enough when she flashed me my same fucking smirk back. I stood and began making my way over to her, but she got to the Floo Powder station before I could reach her and I was left looking like an idiot chasing after nothing.