A Little Bit Of It (JENLISA)

Chapter 21: Thought.

"Come on Lisa! Please?" I begged, showing her the biggest gummy smile I have. It's been almost a month since we last started hanging-out. At first it was mostly silence and awkwardness but after a few days we started to hangout every now and then.

She only smiles and cups both of cheeks. "No. Please Jennie, I have a paper that's due in the next three days. Let me finish this, please?" Sighing in defeat, I sat myself beside her and crossed both of my arms. Pouting as I do so.

"Come on Jennie, don't be like that, please? I promise I'll make it up to you. Okay?" She speaks in the most calming voice. As I turn to face her, I was greeted by nothing but her beautiful smile, her eyes sparkling like the stars from above, her hair dangling from below, brown hair definitely suits her. She looks perfect as ever.

"Promise?"

"Pinky swear." She speaks, while grabbing my hand, interlocking our pinky's together. It was always the small things that Lisa does melts me. The way she would always shower me with reassurance that I was the only for her, reassure me that we'd face the bitter world together despite having multiple ups downs. She was always there with me through the thickest and thinnest part of life.

Now, I want to be there with her as well. No matter what, I will try my very best to help her recall the memories that was once alive. "Lisa?" I spoke almost in a whisper, she humms in reply and involuntarily I grabbed her hand and held it, kissing the back of her palms as I do so. As soon as reality hit, I immediately released her hand and ran as fast as I could inside my room.

What the fuck did I just do?

Questions blabbering my mind, I must be crazy. What kind of a person would suddenly grab someone's hand let alone kiss it too? Resting my back at the door, I slowly slid my way down. I was know sitting on ground, arms wrapped around my legs, my mind being paranoid at the sudden action that I just did.

Seconds later a soft knock was heard coming from the door, followed by the voice of Lisa calling for me. The only thing I could do was just reply with a simple yeah. "Please open the door." She spoke, turning the handle as she does so. Rather than letting her in, I used my back as a force to make sure she doesn't come in.

"Don't come in. Please? I'm.. I'm sorry I kissed your hand, I didn't mean to make you-"

Before I could finish my sentence, I forgot how strong Lisa was. She easily pushed through the door and saw me lying on the ground. Right away she offers a hand and helped me stand-up. "You, okay?" Her voice filled with concern.

"I'm fine, don't worry. Look about the kiss I just want-"

She places her index finger on my mouth and smiled. God I love her smile. The way her lips curves upward, her eyes huge similar to a barbie, and her.. simply just everything about her is perfect. "What?" I spoke, breaking the silence between us.

"I.. like what you did, and it didn't make me feel uncomfortable. I know it's a handful to help me recall my memories, but I just wanna say thank you, for being patient enough to handle me." She bows and quickly pulls me in for a tight hug.

Speechless, Dumbstruck, nothing was processing. Everything happened in a flash I almost forgot where I was. Please for the of God, can someone pinch me right now? Just to make sure that this my reality, that Lisa actually liked it.

"You.. alright?" She asked shyly, followed by hiding her face from me. Cupping her cheeks I showed my biggest smile. "Oh Lisa, you have no idea how happy that made me feel."

"Really?" She smiles back, holding my hand. Nodding my head I pulled her in for a tight hug and looked from above as I smile. Taking my time, I thank the heavens as I was now back in my lovers arm, back in my Lisa's arm.

Thank you for giving her back to me world, I know everything is cruel but this person right in front of me is the only person that proved me otherwise, the only person that made me realize I was capable of being loved aside from my dearest mother that is. But other than that, Lisa made me feel alive, she helped me be better, and now. As I pull away from the hug, I rested my forehead against her, tiptoeing as I do so. I whispered the words, it's my turn to help you.

Distance was never our thing, invading each others personal space was always the go-to comfort. And from then on I thank every part of this life that I was bless to have met this gorgeous looking woman who will be my future girlfriend once again.

"How are you feeling?" Her voice echoes through the room filled with nothing but silence. Raising my head, a smile made it's way to my face, curving from each side. "I'm doing just fine." I whisper quietly.

If I had the power to stop time I would, I'd rather be stuck in a timeloop with this woman than to be with anyone else.

"We're home!" A scream was heard coming from non-other Rosé, after a long hellweek, the two have decided to relax for a bit, telling us they deserve to have a massage or rather have a quality time with each other.

Lisa and I paved our way towards downstairs, big-open-arms greeting us. Lisa immediately ran towards Jisoo, earning a small grin from her heart-shaped lips.

"Missed us that much?" Rosé raising her brows, scanning Lisa who have just rested her head in between the valleys of her chest. Lisa quickly pulls away, bowing apologetically. She apologizes at the tall figure, stuttering as she does so.

Rosé only smiles, and without having any second thought, she pulls Lisa in for a tight hug. Lisa releasing the deepest sighed, smiled. I on the other hand can only watch as the whole scenario have happened. It was like I was watching a kid being all excited and euphoric to see her loving parents. While I admire the view, the only I could was smile.

Seeing Lisa here with us definitely changed everything, every now-and-then, I found the three of us being happy, or rather feel enthusiastic. Lisa is definitely the key in this household, feeling every walls, every part of this room with colors.

That's when it hit me, realizations. A thought wherein I felt truly lucky to have met such a lovely, brave, amazing woman in my life. A sidden voice had appeared, completely pulling me out from my thoughts.

"You okay?" Lisa asked worrriedly, her eyebrows curved into a downward and her voice filled with concern. Looking to her sides, I saw Jisoo and Rosé covered in concern. I only smile to them and nodded as I didn't want to spoil the moment.

They all smiled as well, and from that point on, we were finally complete.