faded, carl grimes

chapter 3

you walked into ron's house still holding his hand, you only did it to make carl jealous but apart of you felt bad. you knew ron liked you, and now your leading him on.

"hey y/n, glad your here! glenn said you'd be coming with Carl though" jessie said as she poured you and ron some lemonade
"i wasn't feeling to well earlier but I'm fine now!" you said grabbing the cup of lemonade
"thanks mom, we're gonna go read comics now" ron said grabbing his cup and leading you upstairs

you both sat on his bed as he handed you the last comic you read, you started reading and noticed ron looking at you.
"what?" you asked looking up at him
"nothing, just thinking" he said
"about?" you asked setting your comic down
"why'd you kiss me? be honest." he said
"ron i only kissed you on your cheek, im sorry if you didn't want me-" he cut you off
"no it's not that, it's just why? why did you?" he said looking at you
"i- uh im not completely sure." you said, you couldn't tell him you just wanted to make carl jealous
"then you won't care if i do this right?" ron said leaning in closer to you and your heart sunk. he gently kissed your lips and you kissed him back, great you thought. first kiss wasted on ron anderson. or was it really wasted? just then the door swung open and you both jumped away from each other as you saw maggie.

"y/n! what do you think your doing?" she asked you
"it was jus-" she cut you off
"stop right there, i don't care what it was. it could've quickly escalated to more. your only 16!" she shouted
"exactly! im 16! im gonna kiss people!" you shouted back
"get up, your going home!" she said as she watched you get off rons bed he mouthed sorry to you and you just smiled at him.

as you both were walking back to the house maggie spoke up breaking the silence.
"glenn will know about this." she said
"okay? he's not gonna care! he doesn't freak out like you!" you said rolling your eyes
"listen y/n, i know you don't care to much for me but-" you cut her off
"save it maggie, i don't care what you have to say. your not my mom." you said in an annoyed tone
"im not trying to be your mom y/n. im looking out for you"
"well I don't need you! okay? i have glenn! and that's all i need!" you said running the rest of the way to the house and running up to your room.

a few hours passed when Carl came knocking on your door.
"come in" you yelled as carl walked in and you lifted your head off your pillow
"ugh it's you" you said sarcastically
"sorry im not ron" he said laughing
"you should be, i was hoping it was him" you lied, you were glad it was Carl. but you had to keep the act up.
"sorry, but my dad sent me over here to tell you something-" he said and his voice shifted to caring
"well what?" you said sitting up worried.
"it's about g-gl-" he started and you cut him off
"don't say he's dead. please don't." you said tears already forming
"no! no he's not dead. at least we don't think so" carl said walking closer to you
"then what about him?" you said looking at him
"well a few other people that went on the run with him said him and nicholas got separated. but they were alive last time they saw them." carl said sitting down beside you
"so h-he's gone?" you asked fighting back tears
"hey, he's gonna be okay. he's strong. you know him better than any of us okay? he's gonna be fine" he said pulling you into a hug, you hugged him back. he was right, glenn was gonna be just fine. you hoped.

hello longer chapter this time 😜😜 also yn is a baddie bro, i need her fr.