My darkest desire

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After a few days
Porsche's POV
Although this is one of the toughest decisions I'll have to make but I know I have to make it, even though I want him to be my little chay forever it's time I let him grow up.

So I call him in my office and kinn is with me.

Porchay: Hia you called me is something urgent?

Porsche: yess

Porchay: Huh(confused) hia are you alright?

Porsche: Yes, I will allow you to go study abroad but...( Porchay doesn't let him finish and excitedly hugs his brother and starts jumping)

Porchay: Thank you thank you thank you so much hia. You are the best hia in this world. I love you so much hia thank you so much hia

Porsche: Let me complete chay. But I have some conditions, which you will have to oblige if you wanna go and study abroad.

Porchay: whatever it is hia I will do

Porsche: 1. Wherever you want to go first you will let me make sure whether it is safe or not.

2. You will take at least 3 bodyguards with you and they will be with you wherever you go and this is non negotiable.

3. You will not live in a college dorm. I will be in charge of where you will stay.

4. You will keep me informed of whatever you do there. I will not stop you from doing anything unless and until it comes to your well-being and safety, just keep me or kinn informed so that we do not worry.

5. Either you will visit during your vacations or we will visit but meeting us on vacation is a must.

6. You are not to do anything illegal. If I get to know you did something illegal I WILL drag your ass back to Bangkok.

7. Lastly you have to promise me that after studies you will return back here to your hia.

Do you agree, chay?

Porchay: Yess hia I agree with all your conditions, cause I know you are worried for me that is why you have this long list of conditions.

Porsche: I love you chay

Porchay: I love too hia

Kinn: So now that it is settled where are you planning to study?

Porchay: Actually before talking to you both I had already applied for a few prestigious schools in America but got rejected by most of them. But lastly I was accepted in The Juilliard in New York. Sorry for not telling you before it's just that I wanted to be accepted before I talked to you both

Porsche: Seriously chay (hugged chay) I am so proud of you. I can't believe you got admission in one of the most prestigious Universities in America.

Kinn: I didn't know you were THAT talented. I guess you are even better than kim ( chay felt a pang in his heart by hearing that name but didn't let his smile falter)

Porchay: Thanks pkinn(hugged kinn also)
Thanks to both of you for being supportive.
But can I ask for one thing, please don't tell anyone till all the formalities are done.

Kinn: Why? I was thinking of celebrating.

Porchay: It's just that all this is new and kind of overwhelming and you know how all of them especially pthankhun are like. I would like it to be official before telling everyone.

Kinn: Your word is my command sir(teasing chay). Leave it on me for all your formalities and visa process. I will take care of it.

Porchay: thanks phi

Porchay's POV
As I left their office I had a smile plastered on my face. I was over the moon, I can't even express in words how happy I was. While I was descending to my room I saw an angry pkim coming towards me. Now what does he want from me. Can't he just leave me alone.