My darkest desire

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Author's POV
The next few days are very hectic for the Theerapanyakul family and the Kittisawasd brothers, as all of them are busy with chay's packing and planning a grand party for chay's departure. Also they all spend quality time with chay like going shopping watching movies giving him pep talks and playing video games with cau and doing much more in the little time they have left with him before he starts a new chapter of his life. Chay had talked to Kinn about his request to learn self defence and use of weapons and Kinn also agrees with him that he should be well versed with all the things for his own safety. They both talked to Porche about the self defence part, he was a little reluctant cause he doesn't want chay to train rigorously but agreed when kinn explained to him that it would be just basic training so that he can defend himself.(Yes training of weapons part is kinn's and chay's little secret and porche doesn't need to know about that... ....yet).

Porchay's POV
It's a day before my departure. I woke up fresh and I am getting all the things in order for my departure. Tonight's the big party and I am nervous... Well that is an understatement. I am very nervous, not for my future but rather someone attending tonight's soirèe. I am very confused as to why kim hasn't visited the house for a few months, was it because of me, no it can't be why would he care about me in this house, maybe he came I just didn't catch him. Last few days all I think about what he thinks of me leaving, surely he knows that I am leaving, nothing goes unknown from his knowledge. Ahh whatever thinking about him will make me mad I should just start getting ready for my party
In the evening

Porchay's POV

Pthankhun has left no expense in arranging this party it's such a grand party and it makes me so giddy when I think all this is done only for me. I feel so blessed in having all these people in my life. Even though the guest list is limited, main and minor family all the bodyguards and a few of my school friends, still this party is so grand. The seats are all arranged in circles on the sides leaving the middle for everyone to walk and there is also a beautiful grand piano in the end. All of this is just so mesmerizing. I am enjoying this party so much I met all of them and had a hearty chat with everyone.

Author's POV

Now everyone is asked to sit on their designated seats, all of a sudden lights go dim and a very familiar voice is heard and suddenly a spotlight goes on the piano where a very handsome man in a slick black suit is playing and singing, whom porchay admires, who is his role model. Yes he is none other than is own brother porche who is playing a song which he used to play to chay when they were little.

Porchay's POV
I am stunned, seeing hia play the piano after so many years, when we were little we owned a piano, it was my mother's but we had to sell it cause of financial problems. It was sad and after that I never heard him playing and now seeing him playing refreshes all those memories. I didn't even know when I started crying. This is the best day of my life.

Porsche:(after finishing singing) I dedicate this song to my little brother chay. He is my everything and now seeing him all grown up makes my heart swell with pride. I wish chay with a successful future and pray that he achieves whatever his little heart desires.

Porchay's POV
I am in tears I can't even comprehend in words how elated I feel right now. As soon as he finishes I run up to him and embrace him in a bone crushing hug.

Porchay: Thanks hia. It was very beautiful.

Porsche: I love you so much chay. And this is my gift to you before you leave. Always know that your hia is always there for you I will always be your shadow chay and I hope whatever you desire you will be able to achieve it.

Porchay's Pov
After thanking hia we all had dinner and it was perfect. Not only dinner but tonight was perfect. Everything was so good and I am so happy that they planned this for me. But still one face that I wanted to see tonight didn't show up. Still I think does he even know that I am going? There is no way he doesn't know, it's just that he doesn't care , I mean why would he. (chay to himself) ahh chay stop thinking about that douchebag tonight is about you not him.

Morning of chay's departure

Porchay's POV
Just a few hours left for me to go, pkinn have arranged a business class ticket for me and I am excited for that. Both the main and minor family are accompanying me to the airport.
I gave my final goodbyes to everyone with a hug and we even shed a few tears. Oh how happy I am to have found this family. Now that I am sitting on this flight I am going to make a promise to myself that after this flight takes off I am not going to think about a certain someone anymore.

(Chay to himself)

Yes chay you can do it. Keep fighting.

Author's POV
The flight takes off with a very enthusiastic child ready to conquer the world with hopes, dreams and a goal in his eyes.