My darkest desire

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Author's Note
Hey dear readers. Hope you'll are happy and healthy. This is a really short chapter, I just wanted to update what is going on with our favourite couple and I wanted to try a new style of writing.

Please do tell me whether you liked it or not. And which style of writing you all prefer??

ENJOY ....

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Author's POV
Porchay was sitting on the windowsill, he was looking out at the beautiful night sky with a lit cigarette in one hand and the window slightly ajar for the smoke to escape easily. He leaned his torso forward, and smoke from his cigarette spiraled up around him. He watched it rise, along with the stars above, into the clear night sky. It felt as if all his worries were dissipating with the smoke. After having the most exhilarating sex of his life, he couldn't sleep so leaving the warmth of his bed and his partner Porchay decided to indulge in one of his bad habits, just for the night. As Porchay was lost in his thoughts, a hand came to rest on his shoulders. "Couldn't sleep"- questioned his lover for the night as he sat down next to him on the windowsill. Porchay took another drag of his cigarette and let the smoke linger in his mouth for just a little longer than necessary before blowing out. "Just wanted to admire the stillness of the night"- The younger one gave Kim a sweet smile which melted his heart in an instant.

Porchay offered a new cigarette to Kim, which was  gratefully accepted. Kim kept his own cigarettes out of sight and treasured this one as if it were a rare jewel. "Since when did you start smoking"- asked the older while lightning his own. "Ever since I started studying in New York" came the reply. "You've changed a lot Chay, in all these years, it's like I'm seeing a completely different person in front of me"- bemused Kim. Porchay leaned his head back, a slight chuckle escaped his lips as he took a long drag of his almost finished cigarette then stubbed it out. "To answer your question- yes, I suppose so" . He paused before continuing- "Circumstances made me change, after all, I had to grow up sometime". Kim very well knew what those or more appropriately, who those circumstances were, but chose not to comment further.

"How did you manage to get out of handcuffs" Kim inquired. he really was good at changing subjects, Kim mentally patted himself on the back for this. Although he knew that this wasn't just an attempt at changing the topic of discussion, but rather his curiosity getting the best of him. "PKim you really forgot that I am also a part of this fucked up family. How can I possibly be a member of the Kittiswasd-Theerapanyakul clan without having the most important skill". As he spoke, he watched Kim's face intently to observe his reactions as he took in all the information.

To say Kim was shocked would be an understatement. If Porchay could get out of the cuffs so easily, then why had he  not done it during their first night together?  Does this mean that he wanted it just as much as Kim did. And if this was true, then was Kim regretting it for nothing. Mind you, Kim did not regret the deed itself just his actions. This led to a new set of questions to flood his mind, ones that were much more urgent and immediate. Why didn't Porchay do this when Ren had kidnapped him? He could have taken down all the men single-handedly if given the chance? But most importantly, what was Porchay's involvement with Ren? With all these queries, Kim was determined to get answers before the passing of night fell on him