My darkest desire

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Author's POV
Kim was outraged after knowing what his world had to go through. And what more fuelled his anger was that he was not present there to protect his sunshine. He had truly failed his love. In the name of keeping chay safe he kicked him out in this dangerous world without protection. Kim craved blood now. Two people who he needed to kill. Who's blood Kim needed to drink. One- Head of Sinaloa Cartel Ismael Zambada, who did those unspeakable things to his baby and Second- His own brother's, Kinn Theerapanyakul, who threw his love in this shitty position without proper protection. With that determination he went to the Main house and barged into the lovers office. His aura was so strong that a person could die even if Kim glanced at them.

Kim: YOU MOTHERFUCKER HOW DARE YOU ( grabbed kinn by his neck and threw him against the wall and started choking him)

Porsche: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO DO KIMHAN LEAVE HIM(tried to free his lover but failed).

Kim: HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM!

Kinn: Leave me, what are you talking about (trying his best to free himself)

Porsche: (took his gun out and pointed towards the youngest Theerapanyakul) I SWEAR KIM I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE BUT IF YOU DON'T LEAVE HIM I WILL FUCKING SHOOT YOU IN YOUR HEAD

Kim:(looking towards Porsche) ohh you don't know, do you know what your lover did to your little brother.

Porsche: What are you talking about?

Kim:(draws his gun out and points at kinn while leaving his neck) come on big bro, go on tell your love what shit you made chay go through so that you could keep your power in New York.

Kinn:(coughed vigorously) P-porsche l-listen to me. It's not like that.

Kim: STOP WITH THE WORD PLAY KINN TELL HIM OR I WILL AND I SWEAR TO GOD BEFORE HE KILLS YOU I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET TO SEE HELL HERE ON EARTH!

(Kinn carefully tells Porsche how they both helped get Sinaloa Cartel down. He could see the blood rising through Porsche's eyes.)

Porsche:(he lunged towards Kinn) HOW DARE YOU DO THAT? WHO THE FUCK GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO GET MY LITTLE BROTHER INVOLVED IN YOUR FUCKED UP BUSINESS.

Kinn: HE WANTED IN. HE IS A MIGHTY FINE FIGHTER. YOU KNOW HE IS EVEN A BETTER SHOOTER THAN ANY OF US IN THIS ROOM. YOU UNDERESTIMATE YOUR OWN BROTHER. I KNOW HIS WORTH AND HELPED HIM SHINE.

Porsche: HOW? HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT? WHERE THE FUCK DID HE LEARN TO USE A GUN?

Kim: Tell him brother.

Kinn: (defeated) He has been training ever since he went to the states.

Porsche: WHAT THE FUCK? WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION? HE IS MY BROTHER!

Kinn: HE ASKED ME. HE WANTED TO TRAIN

Porsche: AND WHY WAS I NOT INVOLVED IN ALL THIS YOU ARE NO ONE TO TAKE THIS DECISION.

Kinn: NEITHER ARE YOU! HE IS A GROWN UP ADULT. HE CAN TAKE IS OWN DECISIONS. AND HE TOOK ONE. HE WAS SCARED AND FELT LIKE A LIABILITY. HE DIDN'T WANT THAT FOR HIMSELF. HE ALSO WANTED TO BE POWERFUL WHO WAS NOT AN INCONVENIENCE ON HIS FAMILY BUT RATHER AN ASSET AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG IN THAT. YOU CAN'T JUST SEE IT CAN YOU?

Kim: oh my dear brother in law, this isn't even the best part(mocking kinn)

Porsche: What do you mean by that?

Kinn: Please Kim don't.

Kim: Oh but why not. He deserves to know what his little brother had to go through because of your mistake.

Porsche: I am losing my patience here. Before I shoot somebody in the head, EXPLAIN!

Kim: Your brother was kidnapped by them (he elaborates all the gruesome details to the head of the minor family. And ohh was he enraged- his eyes went black and his body looked pale yet he was looking very dreadful, all kinn could do was wait for his inevitable doom.)

(After listening to kim Porsche lunged at his lover and started beating the shit out of him while cursing his heart out. Kim didn't even lift a finger to help his brother, instead got pleasure from the situation he created. Eventually guards came to drag Porsche away or else who would've beaten kinn to death. Porsche got his gun out and shot Kinn on the foot.)

Porsche: This is for getting my brother involved, you asshole.

Kim: If you both are done let's discuss business.

Kinn:(while putting pressure on his foot with a handkerchief) what else do you want now, aside from ruining my life.

Porsche: You deserve it you fucker. And what else do you want kim.

Kim: I need you to put me in charge of Porchay.
Kinn: Why? He is not a kid.

Porsche: SHUT UP KINN! YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH. Why do you want to be in charge of him.

Kim: I will oversee his every move. Count me as his personal bodyguard or whatever you wanna think of it. It will be my duty that he is safe and unharmed. You know he is not gonna leave this work now. None of us can make him leave, but at least I can protect him.

Porsche: But why you? We have a lot of capable bodyguards. I can even appoint new ones.

Kim: Oh please (mocks him) you know how your brother is. He is smart yet stubborn,he won't listen to anybody, I can make him listen to me, I am as stubborn as him maybe more also I have my methods plus those bodyguards don't know anything about business, I can help him in that and make sure he is not close to danger, I am a part of this family, which means I am no harm, you know how strong and powerful I am, no one can keep him more safe than me. Not even you. You are the head of the minor family, you have your obligations. I have no such things. I can make sure of his safety at all costs, even if it means I die.

Porsche: Can I really trust you?

Kim: Yes!

Porsche: Ok! Then from now on Porchay is your responsibility. Protect him at all costs.

Kim: I will (shakes Porsche's hand)

(While leaving their office he comes to a halt before opening the door when Porsche calls him)

Porsche: Kim.....

Kim: (without looking behind) hmm.

Porsche: Are you in love with him.

Kim: Yess (starts leaving the office. After closing the door a smile lingers on his lips due to the last words that Porsche spoke.)

Porsche: I leave my little brother in your hands. Protect him at all costs and love him with all you have. You both deserve happiness. I hope you both achieve it.......