My darkest desire

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Kim's POV
After I left chay I was not myself, I don't like music, I don't like going to college or even doing anything. But today I had to go to college cause I had an important presentation, not that I care about my grades but I just needed a distraction, plus today was the first day for new students to come and I was hoping maybe I could see chay.
But when I met with my friends they started asking me about the student I tutored (chay) as to what happened to him. I was confused but then they told me he never came for his interview

WHAT THE HELL
I was shocked. Did he not show up for the interview because of me. He dumped his future down the drain cause I didn't reciprocate to his confession. Since when did he get this dumb. I was enraged and the next thing I was in front of the main family mansion and striding towards chay's bedroom.

I grabbed his wrist and shoved him inside his room and locked the door and threw him on the bed.

He was struggling and asking me to leave him

Porchay: pkim leave me what do you want? Why are you here?

Kim: WHAT THE FUCK PORCHAY! I GOT TO KNOW YOU DIDN'T SIT FOR YOUR INTERVIEW

Porchay: THAT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

Kim: NOT MY BUSINESS. I SPENT MONTHS PREPARING YOU FOR THAT DAY JUST SO YOU CAN DUMP IT DOWN THE DRAIN BECAUSE I DIDN'T RECIPROCATE YOUR PUPPY LOVE. HOW WEAK ARE YOU CHAY( he just wanted to enrage chay but in reality didn't mean it) Not my business MY FOOT

(Chay is now crying and he is also enraged cause now he is done with kim)

Porchay: ( Chay slapped kim on the face) FUCK MY FEELINGS FOR YOU. YES I LOVED YOU, YES I DIDN'T SIT FOR THE INTERVIEW BECAUSE OF YOU, YES I AM WEAK SO WHAT, WHY DO YOU CARE, YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME NOW, I AM DONE WITH YOU. WE ARE THROUGH. THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE AND YOU ARE NO ONE TO JUST BARGE IN MY LIFE AND DICTATE MY DECISIONS. I VERY WELL KNOW WHAT I DID AND WHAT I HAVE TO DO. I SUGGEST YOU GO FUCK YOURSELF SOMEWHERE ELSE AND NOT POKE YOUR NOSE IN MY LIFE CAUSE NOW YOU ARE NOT NEEDED HERE.

(Chay slowly wiped his tears away and said in a trembling voice) pkim I regret approaching you I regret loving you.

And saying that porchay left a stunned kim in his room.

Kim's POV
I was too stunned to speak. His words were echoing in my mind. His slap did not hurt me but his words sure did. But the sad truth is he was not wrong. Who was I to have a say in his matters. No one. But still what he did was immature and I have to correct it so the only thing I could think of is to consult kinn, however grim that turns out to be but he is the only person who could help me, so I went to him. As usual he was with Porsche and I can't talk in front of him obviously so I asked kinn to talk to me in private, so Porsche excused himself and went away to give us privacy. I told kinn everything and he slapped me ( I know I deserve it) he was very disappointed in me. I was also very disappointed in me but it is about chay's future and I have to correct it by any means possible. He told me not to worry and that he and Porsche knew that he didn't sit in his interview. In fact chay told them on his own, and all of them have already figured out what he has to do and that he doesn't need that interview as has already taken admission somewhere else. But where he didn't tell me and honestly for mine and chay's sake I also think I should not know. But at least I am happy that chay figured it out by himself. He is actually not weak but one of the strongest human beings I know cause he has faced a lot of situations in his whole life and still his smile is intact and his piousness is there. I am an asshole who was the reason for making that smile fade away and bringing tears in those precious eyes. Dejected I went from there and came to my apartment to hug my dark solace.

Porchay's POV
I can't wrap my head around what just happened. Why does he care whether I give my interview or not, does he feel remorse for what he did. No he can't he is Kim Theerapanyakul, he can't feel any remorse, like he said he wasted a lot of time on me so he is just agitated that his hard work was of no use. I need to clear my head, so I went to my own house for the day, even though I have some memories with kim here still that place is my safe haven, which I can truly call home. My brain is still filled with all the harsh things that kim said to me, he thinks I am weak. Maybe I am but now I am more confident in my decision to go from here, and I will only return here once I am strong, when I am a better version of chay and he will see who slipped from his hands.(chay yells on top of his lungs) PKIM JUST WAIT AND WATCH WHO YOU MESSED UP WITH I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET HOW YOU LEFT ME CRYING, IN THE END YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL CRY.

Now I Feel much better, I am hungry let's order something to eat and then head out to the main house I don't want hia and pkinn to worry about me.