My darkest desire

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*BANG BANG BANG*

With the sound of the gunfire reverberated around the area Porchay turned around, the image in front of him was nothing short from his worst nightmare.

Kimhan Theerapanyakul; the most powerful mafia whose one glare makes the whole of Thailand to submit in front of him; was on his knees with three bullets to his chest, a single tear coming out of his eye as his eyes bulged, his face devoid of any emotion. Porchay felt as if time was frozen, not even wind was able to move freely, Porchay could see his life slipping away from his body. Porchay's eyes got darker as he saw his life's shooter-Lian looking all bloodied and limping with maniac like expression on his face ready to shoot, A single bullet between his eyes was enough for Porchay to kill the man, an appropriate punishment to make up for his own heart lying in a pool of blood. With a swift motion, Porchay took Kim in his arms and delicately put him in the front seat while putting pressure on the wound with his blazer. He cannot let Kim die, after all this Kim is not allowed to die. "I swear Kim, I will kill you myself if you think of leaving me again"- Porchay threatened the older as he saw Kim slipping into unconsciousness, but even in this situation this bastered had his bloody smirk plastered on his face.

Several hours later, the light still remained red, indicating the surgery was still going on, as Porchay sat outside with his family regretting each and every word he had said to Kim that night, all he needed is one chance- one last chance to make things right. This time he wont let go, no matter how much Kim wants to give up on his life, Porchay wont let him, he wont allow him to leave Porchay alone 'Not this time Kim'- Porchay chanted to himself.

*Green*- 'What a beautiful colour it is. It symbolizes peace, tranquility, hope, harmony, and optimism'. This is just what Porchay needed right now, some green in his life. As the surgeon came out of the operation room to give them the good news, that is when he could breathe again. This is the chance he had asked for, finally given to him and he was not gonna let it go.

Every Theerapanyakul, even Vegas came to visit Kim in his room, he was both amused and happy to see all of them, but his heart sank as Porchay was not there, was he outside or did he just not care enough to visit. The last conversation that they had had played in his head. 'Pkim I am sorry, but I can't anymore'- these words rang in his ears.

Suddenly the door opened again, as soon as everybody had left him. There stood Porchay, his eyes swollen yet emotionless. "And here I thought, you were cruel enough to not come"-Kim mused lightheartedly to let go of some of the tension in his room.

*SMACK*- A hand print could easily be seen on his face, as a little blood trickled down from his lip, Kim was shocked with the firm hand that was on his face seconds ago. "HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ME KIM, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO LEAVE ME AGAIN"-Porchay yelled and before Kim could even register what was going on, Porchay grabbed him from his front of the hospital gown and connected both of their lips in a searing kiss. Kim could only describe that kiss as ethereal. The heat coming from Porchay's kiss sent shivers of electricity straight through Kim. His body felt like it had been jolted awake from a deep sleep, suddenly filled with a feverish energy that demanded to be released. The passion of the kiss was both palpable and intoxicating - Porchay seemed to have added an extra layer of emotion in this long awaited reunion after his surgery for being shot.

Just as quickly as the embrace began, its intensity only grew exponentially between them - the pull of each other's lips so strong it threatened to drag both into one risky blissful abyss where there were no worries or doubt about their love anymore; just sheer pleasure illuminating all their senses for eternity in that moment together, away on magical secluded island only they knew existed now within themselves. Heat burned throughout every corner of Kim's body and he could feel himself naturally responding by pushing even more firmly against Porchay's mouth while instinctively wrapping one arm around his waist before exploring fluidly down his back ever so tenderly with trembling fingertips longing for hours to touch his Porchay. As they both separated no words were exchanged for a few minutes in which both of them were coming down from their highs.

Kim made Porchay sit in front of him taking his hands in his own, wiping any stray tears off of Porchay's eyes and kissing his knuckles tenderly, looking him in the eye- "You found me when I was drowned in my own darkness, even when I thought I did not need saving you had saved me, the light that you hold in your eyes diminish any darkness that emits from me, , when I thought I had forgotten how to smile, you came as my smile, when I thought I was just a mere machine you made me a human again. You balance me Porchay and I was a fool not to cherish it, but not anymore. You are an angel sent from heaven, and I always thought that a devil like me was not worthy of your kindness. But now I know that you are that angel who is sent to get this devil's heart to pump again. Porchay I thought that you will always remain my Darkest Desire, that I could never have you, and could only love you from afar. But today I want this Darkest Desire to consume me whole in its sweet nectar of love making me his for always and forever"- with that Kim kissed Porchay sealing an unwritten agreement to be his till death do part..................

THE END
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Author's Note

Wow, I finally completed this fic, I feel so emotional right now and yet so happy, I never thought I could finish this. I am so thankful for each and every person who read this since day one and encouraged me. Thank you to everyone who reads this, I hope you all liked this.

Although this fic is officially finished, I might add a few one-shorts here and there in future if I get any ideas. But not promising anything

Till then
Adios 👋