This story is set after the events of kinnporsche.
How does Porchay cope up with his heartache and what decisions does he make to get his life together, does kim regret his decision to leave chay and if yes will he try to win his love back
WILL Kim...
Hey peeps, this is just a small filler tupe chapter, cause really wanted to update and although I could make it bigger but I felt where this chapter ends was just perfect.
Enjoy.........
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Author's POV Kim looked around his apartment, the breakfast he made for Chay, still untouched, it was the exact same thing that Chay had made him that day, decorated in the same exact way. He deserved this, cause he himself didn't eat when Chay made breakfast for him. He efforts deserved to go in vain cause he himself did the same to Chay, didn't he.
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He looked longingly at the table, repeating all the conversation thst took place mere minutes ago, feeling defeated yet hopeful at the same time.............
Flashback.....
Porchay: Pkim I am really tired. I want to go home and sleep.
Kim: Nong you can sleep here.
Porchay: Pkim I wanna go home.
Kim: Ok. But I made breakfast for you please just eat that before you go.
Porchay: I am not hungry please, I am really tired.
Kim: Ohh ohk I'll pack it for you and then drive you to your place.
Porchay: Please don't. I can go by myself.
Kim: Please let me drive you. I will take you to the main mansion
Porchay:(Porchay cackles). You really think I can go there. Have a look at me Kim, you really have a death wish. If my brother finds out, hell even if your brother finds out you are dead meat.
Kim can't seem to form any words. He didn't think about this. Honestly he doesn't mind right now if they kill him, he'll take any punishment with open arms. But he knows that Chay cannot go there looking like this. He knows Chay, won't want his brother seeing him like this.
Kim: Then where will you go. You can live here for a few days. I can make up some shit about work as an excuse to your brother.
Porchay: You don't have to do that, I'll just go to my own house rather than the mansion. I'll tell my brother that Chen is in town so we are there. You don't have to worry at all.
Kim: Oh..... O-Ok... At least please let me give you a ride there. I wanna take care of you.
Porchay:(Loosing his cool now) DON'T YOU GET IT KIM, I DON'T WANNA FUCKING SEE YOUR FACE. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. I WANT TO BE ALONE RIGHT NOW AND FIGURE THINGS OUT ON MY OWN. SEEING YOUR FACE MAKES MY HEART BREAK AND HEAD HURT. GOD I REALLY WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE AND HURT YOU BUT YOU KNOW WHATS MESSED UP IS THAT I AM NOT EVEN ABLE TO MAKE MYSELF DO THAT. SO PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LEAVE ME ALONE FOR A FEW DAYS AND DON'T SHOW YOUR FUCKING FACE TO ME.
Kim is stunned in his spot, he really doesn't know what to do or what to say. He just stares at the younger.
Porchay takes a deep breath to calm himself down before speaking further.
Porchay: Pkim, just please, let's be alone. I had already messaged my driver to get me, he is downstairs. I won't be coming to the office for a little while. Don't worry I'll make an excuse to my brother about my absence. Let's both take a breather and reflect on ourselves. You really need to get your shit together and honestly so do I.
Porchay let's go of the breath he was holding and takes a good look at Kim before turning around to get out of the house. But before he could go out the main door a hand came to hold his wrist. Porchay knows who it belongs to so he doesn't look back just halts on his way to listen to whatever the older has to say
Kim: Ok, you can take as much time as you need Porchay. But please don't go away from me again. When I said that it was agony for me to be away from you, I really meant it, Chay. Please after all this, come back to me. Even if you don't want to accept my love, Please just stay close to me. Cause, if not, I won't have any reason to go on with my life............ Chay please promise me that you will come back....
A long pause, no words just silence made Kim uneasy, the fear of rejection crippling his veins.
Porchay didn't form any words, nor did he look back just faintly nodded his head, his way of sealing the promise made by Kim........
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Author's Note
Hope you enjoyed the chapter 😄😊
Plus quick question would you like me to add Venice(Pete and Vegas's kid) to this story, cause I had an idea of Kim baby sitting him, but only if you guys would like to read it, won't come anytime soon, but later in the story. But still want to get all of ya'lls opinions.
