Falling For My Boss

Chapter 5

     He was walking with me to my room making each step clear so that he won't touch me anyhow. Well that's what I think .. I reached for my door and opened my purse. He shifted his weight on his left shoulder tilting his body slightly towards the left and resting himself on the door frame, watching me open my door. His eyes were full of emotions which I was not being able to understand. Whenever he watches me do something I just get too clumsy and make a fool out of myself. Luckily, I could open the door. I kept my purse on the table and turned to find only an inch of distance between us. His gaze held me tight. His hair was slightly bigger and was hanging down from his head. We were looking at each other with the same intense feeling but then I couldn't take any longer and pulled the collar of his shirt and placed my lips on his.
O my god the man can surely kiss. The kiss was soft, delicate and tender. At first, he was nibbling the corner of my lips and then our lips parted and our tongues fought their way in, invading every inch of each other's mouth. He surely tastes good. The soft, tender kiss turned into a rapid fast one, exploring our mouths, biting and nibbling and I could see the pure lust he has for me. I want to climb him like a fucking tree. Again, the soft wet kisses were on my lips, my earlobes, my neck, and my collarbone and it ends abruptly.  He broke away from me and looked directly at me. He was looking through me. He brushed my cheeks with his knuckles. His eyes were of a darker shade of blue filled with intense lust and maybe the L word. It's not possible to be in love within these 2 days. He is clearly in love with his wife; ex-wife and he misses her as well. But I want to fucking climb him like a tree but I won't. I need to control myself. I don't wanna look like a slut .
                  "Are you okay? You seemed to be lost in your thoughts." No, I am completely alright. Or more than just alright, I think. I gestured for him to come in but he refused. " Not today because I won't be able to keep my bare hands away from your body and I don't want to get in your pants so fast. I want it to be slow and you need rest. Take rest". And again, that intoxicating smile of his gives me small panic attacks making my panties all wet. He left and I closed the door. I leaned on the door and took a deep breath memorizing the act that simply took place just a few moments back. Whatever is happening with me is right? Should I stop doing or should I pursue it? I am so confused and I have a past. A past which scares the hell out of me. A past which led me to believe that true love never exists and this is reality not fiction. But I think I have fallen and I want to follow this track while living the rest of my fortune up to it's decisions. I don't want to over things and panic. Now it's almost morning and I should go for a run.
     Running brings me out of overthinking and this is the part of running in the morning I love the most but everything has both love as well as hate. I hated the sweat and the odour of my body. The smell is intolerable. My sweat glands secreted an excess amount of water today, I guess. My yank top is all wet and my black bra is visible. I didn't care and heeded back to the hotel. I don't want to crash Lorenzo in front of the elevator once again. I was in my thought and the floor was wet and I slipped. NO. But I didn't fall. Someone caught me. I can't open my eyes. I tried to open and its Lorenzo holding me from falling straight on the floor.  He helped me stand on my feet. "Where is your focus?", he smirked. Gosh, you have a dimple which I never noticed. Well, talking of focus I was thinking not to crash with you, I said with full embarrassment. He winked at me and gaped at me with craving.  "Be careful. The floors are all wet." Where are you going? I asked him finding him in a black suit. "I have a meeting". O good luck then and blast the meeting, I said winking at him back and we left. He looks insanely hot in black suit.