The Invincible Love

The Most Awaited Moment

And here is the most awaited chapter of this story. I tried pouring my heart into it. Hope you guys like it. Not proofread...so ignore the mistakes.

Happiest reading to you guys!!!

Anupama felt like she could never measure the depth of his love even if she lived a thousand lives. After what he said at the party she felt as if he just put the whole world at her feet. All this while she only thought about her fears and insecurities that kept her afloat in the sea of his love. She feared drowning in it all this time but what she didn't realize was that his love would teach her how to live her life in the most magnificent ways that she never thought, could exist. She wouldn't drown in his love but become eternal in it.

She just did not deserve his love, she thought. All this while she was just wallowing in worries of her own self that she didn't even make an effort to understand his love. She had so much love for him in her heart but couldn't open the door to it for him to enter. She just kept him at bay even though she knew that he craved for it with every ounce of his life, body and soul. He very well knew what she concealed in her heart and longed for it standing helplessly at the locked door to it. And that helplessness was the most miserable feeling ever. She was the one who put him through that misery, she thought.

She didn't deserve his love! She didn't deserve his sacrifices! She didn't deserve his affection! She didn't deserve his adoration! She didn't deserve his concern! She didn't DESERVE HIM! These were the thoughts that clouded her mind and this time the guilt threatened to consume her whole and sole. The guilt made her think, of leaving him and going very far. She wanted to be away from him and that's how she would repent for her wrong-doings.

She vigorously started splashing water on her face to calm down her raging emotions and negative thoughts. The clouds of guilt and negativity started clearing her mind. She, going away from him would only give him more pain and she didn't want him to endure pain and sufferings anymore. She had to do something to be worthy of his unconditional love, she thought. If only she could think of something, she could go back to him and claim his love for her, she contemplated.

She had to fight! She was willing to fight the world to be worthy of his love, if that's what it asked for. She would fight. She would fight even if it was her kids against her. She would fight if it was Vanraj against her. She would fight if it was Baa against her. She would fight if it was Malvika against her. She would fight if it was Bapuji against her, not that he would be against her, but if such a situation arises then she would. She would fight if it was Natasha against her. She was ready to fight!

Natasha didn't seem like a threat to her. But she didn't want to give her even the scope of hope for Anuj loving her back. Which was what was happening right now, she thought. She didn't want her to even think of Anuj in a romantic way, she thought. Possessiveness rose within her. This was what she had to tackle right away, she conceded.

The fight for Anuj was going to be a tough task. It was Anupama against the world. But before that she had to fight her own inhibitions and that in itself was a humongous task for her.

She wanted to confess her feelings to him because now she knew that if there was anything that could give him immense happiness, then that would be her heartfelt confession. Her mind started planning on ways to make the moment beautiful and for that she had to wait for the perfect time, she thought. And right then she was reminded that his sister had come back after a very long time and he would want to spend time with her, catching up on their lost years of siblinghood. She thought she would wait it out patiently.

Anupama composed herself and took a one last glance at herself in the mirror to make sure she looked normal. She now walked out of the restroom with a strong determination. When she reached the hall, she saw everybody applauding. She made her way through the crowd of guests to stand ahead of everyone. And there he was on the stage introducing all the new joinees of the AK group of industries. Her determination grew stronger seeing him, the one who meant the world to her.