~Avoiding~

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"Alright, I'll throw you a text." Xandra says with a smile from inside her car. I stand on the front steps of my home. "Okay." I say with a slight smile that doesn't reach my eyes before she pulls off. I really should probably avoid her...it'd be for the best.

A few hours later as I'm in bed, watching a movie, my phone dings.

Xandra: Hey y/n.

I sigh as I turn off my notifications and lay my phone back down on my bed, choosing to ignore her. One though did race through my mind..what if she's at the bar tonight? If she is, I could probably find a way to avoid her. Whatever I guess.

Time Skip to after you sung all your songs at the bar

"Alright alright! Here is Miss Chancie Smith! Peace!" I say my outro as I head off the stage. "Wassup y/n!" Chancie says with a smile as she passes by me. "Nothing much, im sure you'll do great!" I reassure her, remembering how nervous I saw her earlier. Once I get out of the stage area I walk straight to the bar, but I see Xandra. And oh boy, is she burning holes through me.

I sit at the seat farthest from her and Liz comes up. "Normally you'd be talking to that Xandra girl or whatever." Liz says with a slight chuckle, leaning over the counter. "Listen, there's a lot you don't know but we are old friends, I had a crush on her at the age of like 17, we met for the first time at this bar in years, I have a crush on her, last night sucked balls but was also so great, and now I'm avoiding her." I say, spilling everything quickly. "Damn, what'd y'all do like fuck or something?" Liz asks as she grabs a glass to clean. "No! I was just hungover and we just laid together, which ofcourse made my heart rage." I say, putting my head in my hands. Liz chuckles, her laughs becoming louder and louder. I look up at her and she just points and I look behind me.

Xandra, out of all people, is standing there, bright red as a tomato. Quickly, before I can even say anything she runs off to the bathroom. "Goddamit..Liz, it's not funny! This is happening all over again and now my heart is stomped on all over again..." I say as a few tears fall from my eyes. I rest my head on the bar, held up by my arms. "Damn, sorry. Why don't you go talk to her, she looked super embarrassed so maybe she feels the same?" Liz asks, confused. "Goddamit liz...She's straight! She was married! And all for I know, she's having hookups every single night with somebody. Why the fuck would she care about me?!" I say, utterly defeated as I stand up. Liz goes to say something but before she can, I burst out of the club. 

"Goddamit! It's all fucking ruined! My heart, my life, my dreams, my nightmares, everything!" I say loudly as I lean against the hood of my car, rain pelleting my head. I close my eyes that have tears trailing quickly out of them, and pinch the bridge of my nose. I don't exactly remember what happened..but all I know, is I saw Xandra. Right infront of me, and her lips on mine. 

And suddenly, I jolt up in a bed quickly, sweat trailing down my forehead.

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