I'm Yours? Try You're Mine. (On Hold!)

Chapter Twenty Nine: You Were Never Mine To Keep

IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO UPDATE!!!!!! Sorry guys, I've been soooooo busy. Here you go though and only a couple more chapters until the Epilogue! :) (Not sure if I should make a sequel, any thoughts?)

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Chapter Twenty Nine: You Were Never Mine To Keep

"Hunter?!" I called loudly as I sprung from my sleep and back into reality.

"Sh, I'm right here Lisa." Hunter whispered in my ear, moving some fly away hairs of mine to go back behind me ear.

"Don't touch her." Severide threatened in a deep, daring voice.

"She's my mate, back the fuck off!" Hunter growled towards Severide.

"Guys, please stop!" I pleaded in a weak voice, but it was enough for all eyes to be on me.

I went to sit up, but doing so only made my head spin. I saw black spots in my vision and I could feel my strength leaving me. Just as my arms gave out and before I could crash to the floor, both Severide and Hunter supported me. They had both their hands on my back, forcing me to sit up so I wouldn't fall down.

"Lisa, you need to take it easy." Hunter whispered with a worried tone of voice.

I looked up into his gorgeous green eyes and saw the concern he held for me. It broke my heart to think of him ever being so sad. At the same time though, I felt safe in his arms. I wanted Hunter to hold me closer and never let me go, but where did these feelings come from?

"Lisa, are you okay?" Severide questioned, his voice also filled with worry.

When I snapped out of my thoughts towards Hunter and turned to face Severide, I felt horrible. He looked a mix between guilty, sad and scared. Severide never looked so vulnerable before in all the time I've known him. I never wanted to hurt him and I still do love him; the only problem is that I think I love Hunter now as well.

I didn't even realize that I began crying, until I had a sob leave my chest. I felt so overwhelmed to choose between the two, that it made me sad to hurt the other. I love them both, no one deserves to have their heart broken over a girl like me. 

I'm not a good person, ask my parents, they'll tell you. I screw up all the time, so I know I'll mess this situation up as well. I don't want this fate; I don't want to be the one to choose. Everything was so easy only a few days ago, why did this all have to happen? I'm scared, guilty and tired. I can't hurt these guys, they're both good people.

I may not know how a wolf is, but the way Hunter looks at me makes me feel so loved. I can feel his adoration of me all the time, he must have really been head over heels for the wolf side of me. The way she talks about him and the things she's shown me, they've all proven just how perfect we could be together. I only fear though that I'll never get the hang of my life as a wolf.

Severide, on the other hand,  has been there for me through everything. He doesn't deserve to be left alone. I can't turn my back on the one person who has literally sacrificed so much for me in the past. He may not have the best ways of showing it, but he loves me with all his heart. He tries so hard to hold up this "bad boy" act, that it wouldn't be him to show romance. The thing is, he doesn't need to with me. It's crazy, but I know how much he loves me without him even saying a word. We work perfectly together, we fit with each other; it's almost as if we have an unspoken bond. But is that enough?

I know Hunter is my mate, or so my wolf says, but does that mean he's enough? I have so many questions about both of them, but I can't seem to ever find the answers. So far, I just feel pushed and obligated to make a choice. I don't want to hurt anyone, I can't stress that enough!