Never Say Never

Chapter 4

                                                                            Chapter 4

Sean

"Where is he? "  I heard  a loud crack and Ke groan in pain . The same voice , yelled the same question and I felt my soul ice. " I want your cousin now! " " Where is he ?" " Fuck it" I heard another voice say  "Just kill him" nine shots pierced the air and I felt sick. That feeling started to come over me like death, like silence, like rage. I blacked out all I remember is pulling my nine's and bustin a full clip .

I don't know why I sent her those flowers it was too much trouble anyways. I had left the scene in a hurry knowing that the ambulance, and  rent a cops will be on the way. I felt bad . leaving her there...... Shit. So I got on the phone and had one of my boys do a little research. Her name was Jasmine  Greene she is nineteen years old, she suffered  mild contusions on her head and arms and was stationed at Atlanta Medical Center. T Dub one of my partna's sized me up when I was placing my order to BooKay's Florist but he knew better than to ask questions. I did'nt know nothing about her besides her name and age. I didn't know what her favorite color was, what her favorite flower was... shit if she even likes flowers Fuck ! I hope she aint allergic .. that will be some shit. So I ordered every flower they had in pink, blue, and yellow. I didnt know why I wanted her to know it was from me, but it felt right .. so I just signed it SC she would know who it is, everyone in the hood and out the hood knew Sean Carter.

Jasmine

My Grandma wouldnt get off my butt about who SC was . I played dumb told her the nurse probebly sent it to the wrong room, I was not about to tell her that Sean Carter , The most Notorious, Evil, and ... just plain baddest biggest bestest drug dealer of Allll Tiiime ! Sent me flowers after I ran into him. Yeah yeah I know I shouldn't have lied to her but the way she was carryin on at the hospital I knew that she would really flip if I told her the truth. So I said that I was involved in a Hit N Run. I hit a car it ran. The police didnt really believe it either until they looked at my car and saw that the other car was missing. "Did you happen to get a look at the license tag or the other driver" The officers asked me ... but it was somthing more to the question. They glared at me hard and one of them even went as far as rubbing the black paint off my car and inspecting it ! Did they know it was Sean ? I played dumb " It ... Happened so fast I was in shock !"  I started to cry and the paramedics frowned as they continued to inspect me . Soon those fake tears turned into real ones I felt sore all over and my back ached. The police officers mumbled somthing to each other as they walked off but I couldnt hear . The paramedics started an IV. drip and I felt myself being carried into a peaceful sleep.

I was screwed not only did I had not have any transportation but my job was threatening to fire me  ! Was a little compasion just to much to ask for ? I was in a car accident ! Annnnnd Sean Carter sent me flowers ! I was in a prolonged state of shock ! So I forgot to call them and tell them that I woulndnt be able to come into work for two days in a row ..... I Neeed My Joooob !! I will be leaving for college soon . My whole family was at my graduation, even my deadbeat parents showed  up! My grandma cried the entire time and yelled "Thaaank the LAWWWD " while I was gettin my diploma, but i didnt care. I could feel the love in their eyes, the pride in their hearts. My uncle Rueben even hugged me said he was proud " The first Greene going to college" "My jazzy is the first Greene goin to college!" I cried and promised myself to never let them down. We werent livin in the hood any more, grandma made sure of it, but I can still remember the days when we had to wait in line wait and wait and wait just to get food stamps , and remeber all the people sniding us and looking at us like we were beneath them ! Never ever again. We werent rich or even hood rich but we were kinda middle class. Grandma made sure that me and Netta went to school everyday and kept are grades up. In two and a half months I will be at Truth Universtity I might even join the line and Stomp the Yard my damm self!