Never Say Never

Chapter 32

                                                                            Chapter 32

 

Sean

Damn

I'm holdin Jazz, she sleeping softly. But I cant sleep. I cant believe how fuckin ... Incredible...  Damn. I close my eyes rememberin how her tight pussy gripped me and I began to get hard. Just one taste had a nigga feenin no lie. She was so sweet ! So innocent. I cant believe I was the only nigga to be up der, I was her fuckin first. Hell I cant remember da last time I'd been a first, Hell , had I'd ever ? I turned her flat on her back and began placing soft kisses on her neck. I was so horny, I wanted to run up in dat thang again, but I knew it was too soon. My baby finally gave me dat pussy and I couldnt be even mo satisfyed. I wuz a gentleman. I ate that pussy up till she was screamin, took the scenic route. I told her I loved her an I meant dat shit. I cant believe I'm in love too fucking unbelievable. I popped dat cherry nice and slow I aint wanna hurt her. Damn the way she was moanin my name had a nigga on edge. If I wasnt a better man I would came ten seconds flat. Dats jus how good dat pussy is. I stroked her slow, real slow an deep and she came shaking and moanin n shit clawin da hell outta my back. before I knew it my nutt started knockin at da tip of my dick and I wuz bout to buss. As gently as I could I slid out of her. I turned her around and shot my shit all over  her back and ass. Shit  I aint meant to go porn star on her but I just aint have no were else to put dat shit. Since she let me get in dat pretty kitty bare I had to figure out where I could lay my soilders to rest.  An wen I saw dat pretty back and ass she had all tooted up like she was ready to take it, I was willing to get dat back shot. I tried to slide up in dat pussy anglin her ass jus right wen I heard her cryin. I wuz like awww shit I quit tryna put my head in. I asked wats wrong but wen all I got was more tears, I decided to fuck it. I was being selfish. I knew I couldnt do everythang in one night anyway so I decided that it was enuff. I picked her up and took her to the bathroom. I looked at her and instantly remember how beautiful she looked the first day that I had met her. Ironically she kinda looked the same way hair wild,lips swollen, and those eyes, those eyes that drew me feline and sexy. But she was different, she was mine now I took her from bein a little girl to a grown ass woman . I could tell she felt dat shit too. I aint want dat shit to be ackward an embarressing I wanted her to be ok wit it, no regrets like I had. I kissed her like  I really fucking kissed her. It almost blew my damn brains out. It was a different kiss altogether a kiss dat only true lovers share, an dats wat we are now lovers. We popped in da shower and I washed her lovingly. I aint never washed a female before. I aint never really showered wit one either, unless she snuck in ta give me head. It felt .. good, I could really get use to dis shit . Jus havin sumbody wit me.

"Sean " I heard her moan .I had stopped kissing her neck and began placing hickeys on her. I rubbed her nude form. Sliding my hands over her ample hips, all the way up to her large breast. I squeezed them possesively. She brought my mouth up to her face and we shared another one of our special kisses. It lit me to my core and I climbed on top of her. I heard her gasp as I rested my thick meat between her legs. Even in the dark I could read her face, pain. I told my Johnson to chill we have plenty of time to do that. I repositioned her back on top of me. And closed my eyes mentally cursing my erection. Damn I hate jackin off but I might have too if dis shit dont go down. I kissed Jazz forehead and tried to sleep. I heard her say I love you and I squeezed her tight. Eventually thangs cooled down and I wuz able to sleep, it was the best rest I ever had in my life.

Da sun woke me, fuckin blindin me. It lit da room like a bitch. I looked a Jazz she wuz still knocked out . She looked so unbelievably beautiful.She had bed head but it was sexy, and she had turned around, we were chest to chest. I rubbed her back an ass. I wuz kinda hype she was my first too, the first girl to spend the night, whole night with me. I didnt know wat to do. Should I wait till she wakes up an shower together again ? Do dat LoveJones shit an make her breakfast? Wake her up an have her make me breakfast?I never had to think of this shit before. I gently placed her on da pilow, went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I looked in da mirror and didnt even recognize myself. Hell alot has happen over the past month, I bodied two niggas, lost my crew, fell in love, quit da game. I took a rubber band out da drawer and tied my dreads back. I went to the bedroom and picked up our discarded clothes and slipped on sum basket ball pants. I reached into my pants pocket and took out my cell phone. Surprisingly I had two bars left, even more surprising I had twenty missed call, five text messages, and two voicemails from Pete.

I sighed and went into the kitchen. Pete wuz my runner, my bussiness partner an front man for all my overseas shit. Any time I moved weight outta of Atlanta he wuz da guy I fuxed wit. But I already gave him the go weeks befo, for dat Chicago shit. I took out eggs, bacon,  and cheese from from da fridge.I wuz debatin if I should be lazy an just make toast or go all out an make pancakes. I wuz reachin for da Bisquick wen my phone started to vibrate. I answered it.

"Yeah" I spoke gruffly

"Sean, this is Pete I have been calling you ..."

"Pete wat da fucked do you want" I said sharply. I was irritated as fuck. He callin my fuckin phone eight O ' clock in da damn mornin he better have sum important shit to say. I poured da mix in a bowl an added water wit out measurin. I and stirred it till it wuz nice an thick.

"Pete are you confirmin cuz fo real u coulda just texted me dat shit" I said turnin on two eyes on the stove. I put two pans on and began to crack da eggs.

"Sean there waz a little delay in shipment the cops....."

"Wat da hell do you mean delay, and cops ? Are you sayin dat da cops are on my ass" I wuz livid .I am twenty fucking four years old been in the game since I wuz ten an I have never been in no shit wit da police. Now on my last fuckin drop dis bitch is sayin that I could be..... "

"No Sean, calm down" he interrupted me. I had fucked up da eggs  and now had shells all in da shit, instead of pourin it out I began to pick out da pieces.

"The guys I had selected for the job had their trap house robbed" he explained "and one of their partners killed. I waited awhile for things to settle down but it seems like somethings funny is going on because one of their main movers, Tevin Woods was arrested and senteced for ten years, Federal prison:"

"Shit" I said adding the cheese and pouring it into the hot pan. I poured the pancake batter in the other pan and began scrambling the egg.

"Thats allot of fuckin money I invested into dat shit " I said It wasnt near the two mill I had expunged but it still wuz a sizeable lump sum.

"Who's the leader of da operation" I said  switchin pans. I flipped the pancake over, it wuz da perfect golden brown.

"Myking, Myking Black"

"Well it looks like Imma hafta pay him a visit" I said. I turned off da eggs and and took the pancake off .
"Aiight Pete" I said. I hung up thinkin how wuz I gonna explain dis shit to Jazz. I put da bacon on.  And it fried noisly in da pan. At dese times I wish I had my nigga T dub. I would have him research ol nigga an scope him, out before I would even fly out der. I almost had a bitch moment and called him, but I thought about how Doc and Quik ass did me , I dont even kno about Pac havent talk to dat nigga in a min either, since he snitched on his brother. I called my pilot an arranged a time this should take no mo dan five hours go out der, get Myking straight, get my money, n get back to Jazz. I put all of the food on the tray after turning off the stove. I carefully poured sum apple juice in a cup and walked slowly to the bedroom. I know dat Atlanta wuz da shit but I wondered wat Chi town wuz like. I might look up sum estate while I wuz up der. I wondered how Jazz would feel about snow?