Never Say Never

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

Jasmine

　

I took a deep breath listening to the phone ring once … twice

“Hello,” I said excitedly into the mouth piece

“JAZZ?”

“TATI?”

We both screamed . Before I knew it I had tears in my eyes just the sound of her voice flooded me with happiness.

“Gurl where you at?” I said excitedly all of our memories replaying in my mind .

“Gurl Im still at Fucking LB’s pushin dese damn fries” She laughed

“Hell naw” I said laughing “Where is Stewie ?” I said thinking about my portly white manager.

“Hell dat nigga still here” She snapped “Still workin my damn nerves”

We laughed

“Ooh shoot “ I said “Speakin of work, am I still employed ?” I said . I hadn’t been to work since the funeral and I wonder if they had given me my walking papers yet ?

“Gurl why do you even care wen Sean ass got you livin like a Queen…. Fuck Lucky Burger”

“You right “ I said laughing “I miss you T” I said changing my tone I felt super emotional. I have been MIA since the funeral and now I regret it. Tati has had my back since day one, and I never should have kicked her to the curb.

“Gurl I miss you too” she said her voice softening. “I’ve been blowin ur ass up” she said a little sharply

“I know, I know” I whispered feeling a pang a guilt

“I gotta see you, I have soo much to tell you” I said honestly

“Me too “ I could hear her smile

“You gotta man or sumthin “ I said loudly . If theres one thing that I know that will get Tati lifted it’s a dude.

　

“Sumthin like dat” she laughed

“Oooooh Imma tell momma Morales on you!” I said in a playful bantering tone

“Oh yeah an Imma tell Gram…” she paused ackwardly as silence fell on the line. I felt my stomach knott up and tears began to fill my eyes. It seemed like everything rushed back and slapped me in the face and I began reliving everything that I have been trying to forget.

“Im soo sorry gurl , I didn’t even”

“Its ok “ I said voice cracking “Im dealin wit it”

I took a deep breath and said

“We need to catch up”

“Gurl just name the time an place”

“How bout Saturday”

“Ok” she said softly. I didn’t want to leave on such a sour note but I really wanted to shower and do sumthin wit my hair.

“I love you” I said

“I love you to hun” she responded

We hung up. I carefully walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I grabbed my toothbrush and went to work on my teeth and tongue. I thought about Sean. I wondered when will he be back. This was the first time that we have been apart since I have moved in and I felt so alone. Normally school and work would occupy my daytime and by the time I got home grama would be cookin sum of her famous southern cuisine and Netta would be naggin me about her homework. I sighed closing my eyes. I could feel tears threatening to spill and I was just so tired of crying. But I realized I had no family outside of Sean and Tati. I had no idea how to get in touch with my mom and dad. I looked through all gramas stuff, her old note pads, her phone, even in her bible but there was no info on my parents. I cant believe they didn’t even come to the funeral. Even if they didn’t care for Grama ,Anita Baxter, Netta was their daughter too? I opened my eyes to find I was surrounded by fog. The mirror was completely steamed , its appearance mimicking what I felt. Something is hiding in the mist, but what was it ? I wiped the mirror and looked at myself one last time before getting in the shower, I had questions that I deserved to know the answers to, and I was going to find them . I took my time washing my hair and my body. I Must have been in that shower an hour straight. When I stepped out the bathroom I felt like a new person. I had thought about a lot and decided that I need to go to school. I always wanted to go to Truth University and why shouldn’t I ? I still had no idea what I wanted to do in life but I’ll figure it out. The last thing I want Sean to think is that I’m a lazy broad sponging off him. I am independent. I also think I wanna go back to workin at Lucky Burger. I know it’s a trip but I miss it ! Hangin out wit Tati, getting those orders in, F’in wit da customers . I had a lot of fun and I don’t think Sean would care, especially if it was part time. It would give me sumthin to do, a purpose, sumthin sides layin up under him all day everyday and goin shopping. I smiled taking out my custom made bottle of Pink lotion. I began applying it all over my body. All of a sudden the door swung open and there Sean was in all his glory. His sweater was off showing his toned ebony abs. His dreads were loose and fell down his back. His piecing eyes roamed over my whole frame. I shuddered at his intense gaze but I didn’t attempt to cover up . I looked at him boldly , and with confidence I strode over to were he stood. I slowly slid off his pants and boxers he smiled with amusement twinkling in his eyes. Before he could comment I kissed him hard . I bit his lip and he groaned in my mouth picking me up and roughly placing me on the counter. I felt his manhood become erect and I squirmed.

“You a big girl now Jazz” he whispered in my ear

“You think you grown” he bit my neck squeezing my breast forcefully. I moaned closing my eyes.

“You want sum mo of dis good dick” he challenged gently sliding the tip in. I moaned clutching his back.

“Or you want Daddy to eat dat sweet pussy up”

With the quickness and dexterity of a experienced lover, Sean quickly flipped me on my back. Sooner than I could blink he had my legs spread and his face was buried in my wet flesh.

“Awwwww Seeeaaaan ” I screamed knocking off the bottle of lotion. He was eating me painfully slow his tounge sliding slowly against my clitoris. He started to kiss the inside of my walls as his hands gripped my hips forcefully. I could feel my orgasm building and I began to push back.

“Don’t run from me bae” Sean mumbled into my cavern he sucked hard on my clit and I came gushing on his face.

I screamed shaking like I was having a seizure. This orgasm was a lot stronger than the last ones. It had my vagina contracting wildly. Pleasure instantly consumed my body in flames and I was taken up, up in a cloud of smoldering passion . I felt like I was flying. I closed my eyes enjoying the sensation. Tears streamed from my eyes and I was breathing heavily. Sean picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. He gently placed my on the bed. He kissed me slow and lovingly and I immediately saw fireworks.

“Sean Please” I begged I wanted to feel him, connect with him in that special way. Head was the second most amazing thing I have experienced, Sean’s big, thick and expertly handled dick was hands down number one. I felt weird being so wet an him not being in me. I was hot and wondered why he wouldn’t put it in.

“Jazz… I” he sighed in frustration . He rubbed his head averting my gaze.

All of a sudden the door bell rang.

“Don’t move” he said seriously.

He kissed my forhead softly and covered me up with a blanket.He reached behind the headboard and extracted the biggest gun I have ever seen. It was silver and black and etched in the handle was the letters SC. I heard him unlock it, and felt nerves began to settle in the pit of my stomach.

“Are you expecting somebody?” I asked carefully looking into his eyes. His brow was furrowed and he walked over to the window peering out of it before his intense eyes landed back on me.

“No… No I’m Not”