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44

<>livs pov<> (same day as 43)

i was laying in bed with jack, but we both where looking at our phones.

i got a text from him and saw it was a picture i sent him of myself when i was in massachusetts and he was in jersey.

jazzy:

jazzy: mommy sorry mommy sorry mommy

i started laughing and turned to him, "shut up! shut up jack!"

he looked at me, "you should accidentally send that to z."

"oh my god jack." i laughed.

"damn baby. i look at that all the time."

"jack." i nervously laughed.

he showed me the photo and pointed to it, while looking at me, "thats all mine."

he pulled me to where i was straddling him.

i was slightly taken back by his dominance in this moment.

"post this and make z jealous."

i tilted my head in confusion, "you really dont care if i post things like that?"

"as long as its not nudes or too extreme, no." he shrugged. "why do you ask...did trevor control what you posted?"

my felt my body became stiff and my anxiety rise, remembering when trevor freaked out on me when i posted a picture of me at the beach in a bikini.

to trevor i was showing off my body for attention, when he deserves all my attention.

i later learned that he was cheating on me around that time.

he yelled at me and cussed me out over the phone, causing me to delete the picture.

"hey, everything okay?" jack said, snapping me back into reality.

"yeah." i said, moving from where i was sitting.

he held my hips to keep me from moving, "what is it babe?"

i didn't answer, i didn't know how too.

"trevor controlled what you posted, didn't he?"

i nodded my head and didn't make eye contact with him.

"dont cry babe. he doesn't control you anymore. he never will again."

"babe," he said, making me realize that i logged out of reality again. "trevor doesn't matter anymore, got that?"

i nodded.

he scratched my back, "you know ill never treat you like that, right?"

"yes."

"you're the love of my life."

my cheeks headed up and laid my head on his chest to hug him.

he wrapped his arms around me, "i love you!"