Awake and alive

Part 4

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'nothing you?'
'same here'
'I lose like 20 kgs'
'THATS CRAZY I ALSO LOST SOME WEIGHT SOULMATES FR'
'Wanna call?'
'SURE'

We start calling and acted like nothing happened she went to that summer school and met a girl named lue and she was from the same school as her because we changed school so we won't see each other again

She talked about Lue all the time and in the summer school she also met zoe and camila and she made a gc so we all can be friends

I always felt numb and I did sh a lot
but I didn't told her that I didn't wanted her to know not just her I didn't wanted anyone to know that I feel satisfied by cutting my self

The old gc that I met the online friends there sausan committed suicide and I lost contacts with all of them beside rozh belina and hani I didn't really talked to hani and rozh

But since me and belina were at the same school we talked alot and I love her so much

but like she had mood swings I thought 'that's not normal' but like I still loved her more than anything belina also had a best friend named

aurora I really loved aurora and she loved me back she was kinda chubby but she was really hot

And I got introduced to nova's new friends they were really cool I also introduced nova to belina and aurora

The year passed as I also passed that grade of school but nova didn't she failed that year

The next year we were at the same school she moved schools so she can be with me

We all were so happy me belina aurora and nova
Me and nova were so close belina and aurora were so close

Nova pov

I msg belina on Instagram and I told her how y/n is jealous of her and she wants to be her and she's dying to look like her I just wanted y/n and belina fight so I could have y/n for myself

I talked shit about camila lue and zoe with y/n and then I backstabbed y/n with them too I would spend all day making fun of y/n with my friends and would do the same with y/n

aurora fought y/n after belina told her that I told her all the things and like that y/n and belina didn't talk anymore aurora and y/n also beat the shit out of each other

I was famous at school for my hair and being y/n best friend because y/n was friends with popular girls and I hated them so much I made y/n fight with all of them too

And y/n was so annoying I wish that she was dead
And bro had a crush on lue I mean I wouldn't exactly blame her she's perfect

We were walking on the third floor of our school if I push her rn she'll probably die I tried to push her tho

I did
I really pushed her

Shit she didn't fell she got caught in time
She didn't said anything and she just kept talking to me I mean why would she after all
all she has is me

On that gc I made camila y/n and lue
were in it

We were still talking then Camila flirted with Lue
'Dawg I hate camila perfect chance to make a big ahh fight so I can have lue for myself' I thought
And when y/n was sad about it

I said 'Camilla stfu and stop flirting with lue you know damn well y/n likes her'

I made a big ahh fight and I blocked Camila 

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New part is coming out on 3rd July