Kaulitz twin imagines

'Regret' pt2 (Tom Kaulitz)

I woke up to my phone ringing, I groaned as i sat up in my bed and rubbed my eyes. I look over at my phone and pick it up, Toms calling me? I look at the time..Its 3:27 am. Whys he calling me at this time? I decide to answer his call,

"..hello?" I say into the phone nervously,

"..Y/N.." he huffed out lowly, His breathing was heavy and shaky,

"Tom are you okay?" I ask because even though he had been a real asshole to me i still cared about him, I would drop everything to comfort him over the smallest things and he knows it.

"Y/N, I need you...please.." He whispers slightly with a shaky voice, I immediately shot out of bed and scrambled around my room to get my uggs. I rushed to slip them on as i bursted out of my room,

"Ill be there in 10, stay on call with me. Tell me whats going on, please." I say firmly as i was even more worried now, His breathing was ragged and I could hear his muffled cries. I grabbed my car keys and sprinted out the door not even bothering to change into warmer clothes, I jumped into my car and started it up instantly as i slammed the door. Tom hadnt talked for a while but i could still hear his quiet cries,

'Tom please talk to me, whats wrong " I asked again, I started driving to his house just as i asked that. I didnt care if i was speeding, Tom needed me. About 7 minutes later i finally reached his house, i slammed my foot on the break and parked my car as fast as i could. The whole car ride tom was just crying and repeating my name through the phone, I couldnt stop thinking about how upset he had sounded as i ran to his front door. I knocked once or twice before letting myself in and rushing upstairs to toms room, I burst through the door and see him on the floor in tears. He looked up at me with tears running down his cheek and started crying harder, It pained me to see him like this. I rushed over to his side and dropped to my knees as i immediately wrapped my arms around him tightly, He held me just as tight as he buried his head into my shoulder and just cried. I rubbed his back as i rocked us both side to side gently,

"Tom its okay..Im here now. Your okay i promise" I whisper to him as my voice slightly trembles, seeing him cry broke my heart. He held me tighter,

"Y/N i-i.." he stuttered in between cries, I continued rubbing his back,

"Shh its okay tom, Tell me once youve calmed down.." I whispered to him once more as i leaned my cheek on the top of his head, He huffed out a coupled times as he continued to hold me tightly around my waist burrying his head into the crook of my neck now.
About 10 minutes pass, Toms still wrapped in my arms and im still rubbing his back. He had stopped crying but his breath was still shaky so i continued holding him close as his grip on me had loosened but was still pretty tight. Another few minutes had passed until he finally lifted his head up from my shoulder and looked at me with a small weak smile, I looked down at him and smiled back. I cupped his face softly as i wiped his tears away with my thumbs, His eyes were red and puffy and he had dried tear marks on his cheeks but he still looked as handsome as ever.

"Im so sorry Y/N..I dont know why i pretended i forgot you, I was just being such an asshole..i didnt mean to hurt you." he whispers to me sadly, I give hin a small smile as i softly rub his cheek with my thumb.

"Tom, its okay. I forgive you, Im sorry aswell for that little stunt i pulled at the club." I said back, He pulled me into another tight hug as he sighed softly.

"Can you please stay with me for a couple of nights..I really need you with me right now.." He mumbled against my neck which made me blush, obviously i said yes. There was no way i could turn him down after he just broke down infront of me, and especially because I wanted to be the one to stay with him when he needs someone. We stay in eachothers arms for another few minutes before finally standing up, Tom walks over to his closet and pulls out some really tiny shorts and a baggy hoodie. I raise an eyebrow at the shorts and he just chuckles,

"They were from when i was 6, the only shorts i have for you N/N" he says with a small smile, i just giggle quietly as i take the clothes from him. I head to his bathroom and get changed, As i slip the shorts on i go red from embarrassment. God half my ass hangs out of these stupid shorts! Atleast his hoodie is really really big on me.. I walked out of the bathroom and he was waiting for me outside the door, when he sees me he scans my body. His eyes go up and down my body a couple times before he stares into my eyes with a sweet smile,

"What took you so long" he whined with a fake pout as I walked over to his bed, He came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around his waist as he bent down slightly, leaning his cheek against my back. I rolled my eyes jokingly as i smiled,

"I was only like 5 minutes" I replied as i slowly made us both waddle over to his door, He whined again,

"5 minutes is to long..." he huffed out against the back of my neck which sent shivers down my back, God hes so hot without even trying.. I snap out of my thoughts as he pulls away from me and opens the door,

"Lets watch a movie?" He says as he reaches his hand out for mine, I nod and gladly put my hand in his as we headed down the stairs to his lounge.

*TIME SKIP*

we were almost at the end of the movie when my eyes started getting heavy, I had no idea what time it was but i knew ot was pretty late. I leaned my head on toms shoulder as i yawned and rubbed my eyes, A few minutes pass and i feel myself slowly drifting to sleep. Before I knew it tom had his head leaning ontop of mine and my eyes were closed as i let myself fall asleep.

*Toms pov*

I looked down at Y/N and noticed that she had fallen asleep on my shoulder, cute. As i studied her peaceful, sweet, calm, gorgeous face i felt a rush of guilt wash over me. How could I have ever hurt a girl like Y/N? shes the sweetest person i know and she means the world to me so why did i think it would be such a good idea to pretend i didnt remember her? Even after what i had done she still rushed over to my house without hesitation at 3 something in the morning because i was crying. I snap back to reality after realising the movie had finished, I gently lifted Y/N off of the couch and into my arms. She unconsciously wrapped her legs around my waist and arms around my neck which made me blush, I held her up by under her thighs as i breathed in her scent. She always used this onr perfume that smelt amazing, it was like her signature scent. I carried her upto my room and i felt her shift her head on my shoulder,

"Tommy" she quietly mumbled in a whisper, God her voice is so cute when shes tired and i LOVE it when she calls me tommy.

"Hm? whats up N/N" I replied back in a whisper as i ran my fingers through her hair,

"Mmhh..I love you" she mumbled against my neck as she nuzzled into me more, Mye eyes widened as she said that and i could feel my face grow hot. As i reached my room i rubbed her back softly, she had fallen asleep in my arms already and it was so cute. But i couldnt get what she said out of my mind..She loves me? I try to stop thinking about it as i layed her onto my bed and flopped down next to her, I roll over to face her and I nuzzled into the crook of her neck. My arms were wrapped tightly around her waist as I got comfy in her arms which were now wrapped around my shoulders.

"...N/N" I say softly as i felt my eyes get heavy. Even though I know shes asleep I hold her tighter and take a deep breath,

"I love you to"