Kaulitz twin imagines

'How could I ever stop loving you?' - Bill Kaulitz

A/N;
I completely forgot about wattpad if im gonna be honest💀 I SWEAR ILL START POSTING MORE STORIES THOUGH I JS TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT😭

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September 16th 2006;

"your so controlling! I cant have fun when im stuck in such a toxic relationship with you!"
Bill yells, loosing his temper over the fact that i had asked him not to go out with the band tonight.

"Bill come on..you go out with the band so much, it feels like i barely get to see you nowadays! Its not fair...please cant you go just one night where you stay home with me?"
I begged in a small whisper, desperate for him to stay with me for one night and love me the same way he used to. I expected him to give in, but i was wrong.

"Ugh. Your clingy, your toxic and controlling and your not even that pretty! God, i dont know why i stayed with you all this time but you know what? I wont have to anymore. Im breaking up with you!"
He snapped, slamming his hands down on the table. My eyes widen and i feel my heart drop to my stomach, feeling as if my heart was shattering to pieces in this moment. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out..and before i could even manage to get a single word out he had already stormed out the door.

My heart breaks in an instant as my eyebrows furrow, tears forming in my eyes. How could he just walk out like that? Leave me as if i never meant a single thing to him? Was he serious or not..?

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January 28th 2007;

I was sat in the club, a black tight backless minidress covering my body with matching black heels. I was at the bar, sipping on my drink as the music blasted in the background and the smell of sweat and alcohol filling the place. I was bored out of my mind, sick of this club and sick of going out. Its been 4 months since me and bill had broken up and i had been doing anything and everything to try and keep him off my mind but i could never forget him. I would always find myself going through our old photos and texts, reminding myself of every kiss and every cuddle, every argument and every tear that had been shed between us, all the nights we would go to bed angry at eachother and all the nights that we would cuddle to sleep. I missed him more than anything and there was no denying it no matter how awful or toxic he was at time.

As i felt myself slowly drifting back into our past relationship i suddenly felt the presence of somebody behind me and when i turned i felt my heartbeat pace begin to pick up as i saw him.

"Y/N..."
He mutters, the slurring in his tone being evident.

"Bill."
I whispered, looking him up and down. He looked like himself but its obvious that hes changed, only not on the surface. He seemed different, and im not sure how to explain it but i know that im uncomfortable with the way he seems to be now.

"Oh baby i missed youu.."
He whined in his drunken state, stumbling over to me. As he does so, i stand up with a sigh. In a matter of seconds hes in my arms, barely awake as he leans almost all his body weight on me, resting his chin ontop of my head. Somehow this felt nice..feeling him hug me the way i had been craving for so long gave me some sort of comfort and i couldnt stop the overbearing feeling of needing more.

"I missed you too bill...but your drunk. Lets just get you home safely, okay..?"
I sighed, gently patting his back as i try to pull away from his arms only to be brought back into an even tighter hug, this time with his head buried down into my shoulder.