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C40, The deep dark secret 2

Allison's POV

What did she know? What shouldn't Aimy find out?
Was the so called thing I called a secret already out?
Those were the thoughts that flowed through my mind after Aimy's friend- Hayley- stepped out.

What's this vile, deepest, darkest secret I've kept for soo many years?
Well, it's a long story. All I could say is I was one of those teens that get way over their heads to have freedom.

I did things- things I couldn't say to a soul- Hung out with bad eggs. I've seen things, and tried things my mom should never have to find out about, or anyone for that matter. The only truth that I had tried to change but still haven't been able to achieve, is the fact that Aimy isn't really my daughter. The only soul in the world that knows of this is my mother.

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That Sunday morning at Chicago..

"I just remembered we ran out of food supplies yesterday. Let's go get more together. I also need to spend some quality time with my hija (daughter) too you know.
When we get back we'd have a family service like we used to." My mom concludes sweetly.

"Sure mom, let me freshen up first." I replied with a yarn. She was about leaving, but I stopped her.
"Wait, mom. Can I ask you something?"

"Anything dear." She replies, stepping back in to join me on the bed
"So, what is it?" she added, giving me her undivided attention.

"Mom, do you think I'm a good mother? I mean, I barely spend time with Aimy, and she barely speaks to me about things going on in her life. We fight a lot- she might let it off with a rushed apology- but somehow something still feels off." I concluded confusingly.

"You sound confused?" Mom asks

"I am confused." I replied

She gets me.

"You know, you weren't a piece of cake to handle- when you were still a teen- either. Remember; it took you years before you finally told me about your secret relationship with that husband of yours."

"Mom, how does that have to do with any of this?" I asked furiously

"Well, let's just say, try seeing her like you saw yourself 15 years ago. What were the things and ways you wanted me to relate to you in, then use it on her. She is your daughter, she has some part of you in her." My mom concluded, with an arm on my shoulder.

"But she's not really my daughter, remember. I adopted her." I replied tearfully.

"Nonsense, you're the only one that girl sees as a mother in this world, and nothing would change that.
She has been with you for as long as I can remember- since she was still a little toddler. She might not have your blood, but she has you in heart. Anyways, she's still like any other teenager, bring yourself to her level. I mean you weren't any different from her- except you were way, way worse." Mom concluded jokingly

"Mom.." I grumbled childishly

"I'm just kidding. But you were a hand full, I mean most children of nowadays are.

Anyways, whenever you're done sobbing over something so little, would you get dressed so we could go gather breakfast." Mom added getting up. I just smiled in return.

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Let's just say, I'm also one of those teens who get to live with the consequences of their actions, years and years after. Since I couldn't conceive cause my womb was damaged due to multiple abortions and I got stuck with a cheat of an husband. Never really had the free and fun life I planned to have. Maybe the fun, but not the free.

Right now I feel like I should go for the church service, with hopes to find out what Hayley claims to know. Also because I'm hoping for some kind of redemption since I'm sick of living in a circle.

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Aimy's POV

The service was going awesome. Victoria has outdone herself this time.
Also thanks to the flow of God's spirit and the other members of the church.

Hayley was the one chosen to take the sermon today.
I wonder how that's gonna turn out...

Few minutes before she stepped up unto the altar, my mom walked in.
She had on a black scarf, a flowery long flay gown, and white flats.

My mom was wearing flats!
I wonder what Hayley had discussed with her.
How did she even manage to convince her? I've been on that for years now.

I decided not to pay too much attention on her, so as not to deprive myself of the blessings today's program had install.

It was about BREAKING PAST STRINGS, through full repentance, and God's mercy.

They had the call to those that wanted to do so, like that Sunday at that Chicago church, and my mom surprisingly stepped out.
I didn't know how to react, but I was definitely excited.
At least we were now in this together.

Mi abuela is going to be really excited. I mean if I say I've been on it for years, grandma has for decades.
I'm going to have to record this moment specially for her. At least now she can rest properly knowing her daughter is now in safe hands...

Mom being here makes me really happy. Now I know- I'm sure- that I no longer need to feel like we're against each other, or that I'm doing something wrong by wanting to grow in God- since it seemed like she wanted contrary.

Victoria's POV

I was at the entrance, trying my best to goggle three works as always.
Getting extra sits, controlling the children section and welcoming new members.
You could rarely imagine how excited I was. I knew she was coming cause a friend of mine already informed me as usual, but that didn't keep this moment from being any less amusing.

"Mrs Parker! Over here." I yelled, ushering her towards the sit I kept specifically for her.

Knowing now that my two hard to get targets were now both at church, I had more hope for others, especially those at school, even Emer, and let's not forget Jessica. That one might be another yet impossible target, but so was Hayley. Aimy was the one I saw as easy, yet she was the last one I could convince. So who knows, it might turn out great.

To me, managing to put God first in our everyday life is a good start to remain sober and vigilant for the end.
And what's a better way to start than hanging out with fellow believers.

Hayley's POV

"She came!"
That's all I could say to myself when I saw Aimy's mom walk in.
To be frank, I knew nothing about her past, that's just what my new friend asked me to say to her.

I was afraid at first that it wouldn't work, or I'll get busted, but it turned out just great. I mean she's here.

I wonder what that Big deepest darkest secret is. But it's none of my business though. Let it remain between her and her God.
He must've His reasons for leaving that part out.

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Thanks for your time.
See you soon...

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