JAQUELLA
It was already yesterday that Trevor came over and stayed there for more than ten hours, the entire day to be exact.
When we got carried away in my bedroom, we knew that it was too quick to jump in and start having sex. So we agreed to slow things down and stopped but we stayed in my bed.
Trevor took a nap, which lasted for about two hours before I woke him up. He received a phone call from the team, saying things had been resolved and that they were going to have to practice first thing in the morning tomorrow.
I knew something was up but wasn't too pushy about it since I saw how stressed and tensed Trevor looked. He also looked like he needed to get off his mind for a bit.
Trying to help, I made us dinner of his favourite meal and was glad to see that he smiled for once and all.
Once we were finished, we placed the dishes down into the sink and watched a couple of movies together on the couch. We cuddled and chatted over the next few minutes about the movie and its interesting plots.
It took a while before we finished off our third movie and Trevor said he was tired, calling the night off.
He left around two AM in very cold weather and before, he got to his car and drove away, he stopped, giving me a kiss that he knew I wouldn't forget about.
It was just a surprise how he managed to stay at my place for that long, it felt like it was a sleepover. And it feels good. I felt good about him being here.
It was just the two of us together alone in my place that no such thing was bothering us, but let alone Trevor's organization being stirred in drama.
I took care of him as much as he did for me as well. It wasn't always like that happening to us and it felt weird to think about. At least we had a good relationship and a good time here.
However, I didn't really think it was a huge deal until Tabitha came over the next day to bring back the makeup products I'd given her since hers were finished.
I happened to tell her about Trevor staying over and she overreacted, as usual. At first, she started making statements like I was making a big mistake and her mood immediately changed when I said that it was nothing more than being friends.
She went crazed about the fact that I'm 'delusional' and need to think about Trevor's feelings as much as mine.
I did admit that I liked him but I guess, I just couldn't accept the fact that I was scared to say our friendship would downhill once we'd confess our feelings and our love towards each other.
The more I talked about him to Tabitha, the more I realized how much he's impacted me ever since we met. Impact, I mean in a good way. He's been nothing but a sweetheart with the biggest heart ever.
Tabitha kept giving me love eyes for the rest of the conversation and teasing me such silly things that were related to Trevor anyhow.
What I have with him is amazing and wouldn't want to change for anything. But I know I have something for him, I just don't like the idea of jeopardizing our friendship or whatever it means by now.
It would ruin everything. Or so I thought.
Glancing at the text message notification from the boys telling me that they were arriving soon, I smiled and glanced at Tabitha, drinking a can of Diet Pepsi in her hand.
