I Need You

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the qualifications so far have gone well

that is..for some

Charles in Q2 went into the wall

I don't know what is happening to him, he was going very fast and perfectly and suddenly he ran into the wall

he was driving violently

I hope it has nothing to do with me

tomorrow, unfortunately, he will start from 15th place

otherwise, Lewis and George will start from the 4th and 5th places

it's not perfect, but it's acceptable

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after the qualifications were over, I went to the hotel with Lando and then we went out together in the city

we walked in the park, we ate ice cream

and then we went to eat dinner together with Lily and Alex

I talked a lot with Lando about my situation with Charles and from what he said, I should wait and see what happens

except that I don't have patience, so if he were after me, I'd go to his door right now to talk about what's going on between us

because I also don't understand if he wants us to be something or not

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for the race I chose to wear some black cargo pants and a Mercedes short top

I went to the paddock with my father

lately I've been spending a lot of time with dad and Lewis

and with Mick, only because Mick lives in Germany and can't come to all the races, it's more difficult

anyway, today I planned to spend the day in the paddock with Mick

I want to strike fear into those from Red Bull because they let us down last time

I came faster this time so that I could help father as much as possible

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there's still an hour until the race starts and now I'm heading to George's room to take his watch

before I reach 5 meters, a great force pulls me into a room

I am shocked and my heart is beating crazy

I open my eyes with fear and see him..

"Charles..." I said breathlessly

"Oh god, you scared me, I was going to have a heart attack" I said putting my hands on my heart

Charles seems nervous and very agitated

I notice how he plays with the ring on his little finger, which he does when he is nervous or agitated

I approach him and put my hand on his shoulder, trying to find his gaze that is on the ground

"what happened?" I ask him in a whisper