I Need You

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I get inside of his car

"why are you even here? I though you don't care about me" I asked him

"what made you think this?"

"maybe the fact that you abandoned me at the party without saying anything and then talked to me at the phone like I was some stranger"

"well you were quite happy without me" he said

"what the fuck do you mean by that?" I asked

"you know, when Lando's hands were all over you" he said iritated

"no, you are actually the most stupid person on this planet" I said looking on the window

"oh yeah, why?" he asked me angry

"because you think I want Lando"

"it doesn't seem like it at the party when you almost kissed him!" he said now a lot more angry

"you don't know anything" I said feeling like I was going to explode

"then tell me Maya, what do you want?" he asked while pull up the car

"I WANT YOU!" I yelled

he stopped the car in the moment he hear that

"I fucking want you and just you, not Lando not Lance, I want you Charles"

the next moment he was kissing me

a very hungry kiss

we walked in his house while kissing going straight to his room

and just like that my dress was on the floor of his room

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I woke up with him beside me

I feel so safe when I am with him, he has no idea

he is still sleeping

I just take my phone and answer at all the messages I get last night and this morning

there are a lot. from Lily, Lewis, Max and.. Lando

now I know that Charles is jealous at Lando for some point

later I need to talk to him and explain him that he don't have to be jealous

I don't like Lando in this way and I am sure that he don't like me like that either

I was texting Lando when I felt Charles moving behind me

I try to hide the conversation with him so that Charles doesn't need to feel any way of jealousy

I don't wanna hide anything from him, but for now I don't want him to see that I was texting Lando, now I know why he kinda have a problem with him, he actually doesn't have a right motive, but he is, so I need to do some things with a good "strategy"

he is kissing my neck now, and that thing is giving me a lot of butterflies

I closed my phone and I moved my body toward his

now that there is just inches between us I kissed him

"good morning" he told me

"morning" I said smiling

"how you sleep well?"

"oh yeah, that's for sure"

I just can't stop smiling

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his mother is not home, but Arthur is and he is giving me a big headache

Charles is at the supermarket and I am left alone with Arthur, which is not a bad thing but he already asked me 10 things and now he asked them again and again

I think he is not going to stop unless I answer him

"do you like him?"

"have you to did something last night? because I kinda heard something"

oh my god

I think I blushed again

he stopped to wait for my answers but I doesn't need to say anything because MY FACE DID

"so you two fucked last night" he looked disgusted

I got up from the sofa and get out of the room, actually, I get out of the house and go to the yard

"WHY ARE YOU NOT ANSWERING MY QUESTIONS?" I heard him yelled from inside

I called Lewis and told him where I am and that he can come after me in 2 hours

in 7 minutes Charles got home

we cooked pasta together and just talked about how funny was lust night before we leaved

when Lewis comes after me, I kissed Charles and hugged Arthur

Lewis was not happy when I got into the car

"is everything okay?" I asked him

"look, I don't wanna be that type of friend, but Maya you need to be careful"

"what do you mean? with what?"

"with Charles"

"what? why?" I asked confuse

"nothing, just don't rush anything"

um... okay?

something is strange because until now he was very happy for me and Charles, and now he want me to not rush things up with him. what is going on?

I mean, I know that he is trying to protect me, but now he don't have to protect me from anything

I know Charles for quite a long time and I know what kind of person he is

he even tried to help me with the Lance thing which is so nice and kind from him, because it's a very rough time for me now

I understand Lewis but he is over reacting

I hope that he manage to understand that too

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Monday I sleep over at Carla with Andre, because Tuesday night I am going to Australia with my whole family and I haven't spend time a lot with them in a while, so it finally get the moment to stay again just the three of us how it was before to spend all this time at races, party's and Charles

Tuesday it's all about prepare us for the plane and everything because mom doesn't like to fly with the plane and we didn't know exactly if even Jack will like to fly

Jack was the first time with the plane when he was just a baby, and the last time he had just a year so we don't know exactly how is going to be the flight for him

we are going with our plane so we can get the exact comfort we need

Tuesday at 2 am we got into the flight with Lewis, a 21 hours flight

Wednesday we are going to arrive in Melbourne at 10 pm

I really hope that they are not going to talk all the flight about the Lance thing

I swear, if they will do that, I will jump out of the airplane