I Need You

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Charles pov

Maya asked me to stay a little with Jack so that he won't stay alone the time that his parents and Maya are in the office

I can tell that is something serious by the tone in Maya's voice when she told me to not leave

even her parents are very stressed 

I'm worried for Maya, she is so kind for a person who went through all this shit with Lance and all of that

my respect for Lance doesn't exist from the moment she told me what happened

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it's been already one hour, I even heard her crying, is so hard to stay here and don't do anything 

after another ten minutes she finally get out of the room

she comes exactly in my arms..crying

Jack goes out of the room to his parents

she is sobbing, I don't know if it's okay to ask, so I just gonna stay silent and hold her in my arms

"it's okay" I told her and kiss her on the head

she hold me even tighter

"they are not going to belive me" she said 

wait what? it's imposible, I don't understand

"they want me to go there, at they're house and show them the proof and told them what happened" she said

"what? it's not fair... at all this time, they want this NOW?" I said not belive what my ears just heard

"I don't know Charles, but they don't belive my parents and Lewis, this is the only way I can do something and stop Lance from abuse other girls, I know I was not the first and for sure not the last one. You saw his face when he wanted to hit me again"

"are you sure you want and can do this?' I asked her

I don't want her to humiliet herself because a lawyer said her to, what if it will not work even after she show proof and everything they want her to show? I cant let her do something like this for nothing

"if he is capable of rape and beat me, there is not a long way to the day he will try to kill me, I cant risk it"

"It's your choice, even if you choose to do it or not, I'm going to be with you" I told her and kiss her

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Maya's pov

Charles needed to left, now I'm alone with my mother who is with Jack painting and my father who is hating himself because "he can't take care good enough of me" 

he demoralizes himself

he is already doing so much for me and beside that he doesn't sleep so many night's just to help me with the Lance thing 

I tried already to tell him that is alright, but he doesn't want to belive when I told him that is okay 

I hope that after I show these proof everything is going to come back to normal 

I miss the diner and breakfast with my familly without talking just about the case 

now I remember about what happened a lot more I will usually do before I came back into formula 1 paddocks 

I don't say that this is happening just because I came back, but now I see him a lot more and just like that he tried again to come into my life and made my dreams nightmares 

I have a lot more intenses dreams about what happened, they're so scary that almost every morning I wake up with tears in my eyes

I go out and be scared to see him or him see me 

I can't even describe very good how all this things feels to me, but I can say that is frustrating because I can't do anything against him at the moment and it already traumatized me

as I said, I hope that it all going to stop after I go there

next month I will be at Lance house, my parents are gonna be there, his parents, the lawyers....and him

I hate the fact that I need to do this in front of him

he actually said that he liked doing these things to me 

I just hope that he is going to take what he deserves

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it's already night. I really hope that Lily or even Mick was here 

I haven't talk with Andre or Carla about this, I doesn't even told Mick yet. Charles and Lily are the only ones that know about it.

as I prepare myself for sleep I hear a knock from the door

in the room entered a tall siluette

"Lewis" I said and go to hug him

sometimes I'm just so lucky that he help me with everything I need

"please don't cry on my new hoodie May, be for real"

I take back all the good things I just said about him 

"fuck your new hoodie" I said and go back to the wardrobe 

he sat on my bed looking at me how I do my own thing 

"you wanna talk about it?" he asked me

I looked at him with sleepy eyes "please talk about everything you want, but please not about the Lance thing, I'm already full of it"

"ok so, I bought this new hoodie and-" he started 

"everything but not about the Lance thing AND what clothes you just bought" I smiled at him 

he throw a pillow at me "I hate you"

"then why are you here?" I said laughing 

"Toto pay me very well to be kind with you" 

DID I HEAR THAT RIGHT? "out!" I said pointing at the door 

"oh my god I'm kidding Mayaaa" he said laughing at me 

"anyway, I don't know if you saw but there is this big party at Yuki's-" Lewis tried to say

"yeah.. well.. I don't actually know if I'm going, I mean I told Lily, Charles and Alex that I'm going, but after what happened with the Lance thing this afternoon I don't know if I am going" I intrerupted him 

"I don't give a fuck about Lance, and you need to do the same thing"

"I know but-" I tried to tell him

"I DON'T CARE, you are coming, at six I am going to come after you" 

"ok sir"