I Need You

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I woke up with a big headache, I can't even remember what I did last night, I remember just that I spoke with Charles and then I started drinking very much, but after that everything is fogy 

at least I am in my hotel room and full dressed 

I looked under the blanket to make sure

but instead to see my little clothes, I see some big ones, to be exact, a very big t-shirt and just my panties 

I wouldn't freak out if this is one of the t-shirts I got from Lewis, Mick or Charles, but I am very sure that this one is not one of them because of the color, witch is a very dark blue

I looked around and I saw that this is not my hotel room, it's a little bigger and the clothes that are everywhere are not mine 

I took the phone on the nightstand wanted to look in the messages to find out what happened last night 

but when I opened the phone I saw the wallpaper..

the wallpaper where were Kelly and P

IT WAS MAX VERSTAPPEN'S PHONE

I am fucked up, what the actual fuck happened last night and why I am in Max bed????

just in time in the room entered Max 

"what the fucked happened last night?" I asked him

"so you don't remember?" he said with a smirk on his face 

no shit 

"well you were very active last night, I didn't knew you were capable of something like that" he said coming to me 

naaaaah

"did we...?" I asked in a shock 

"if we? we did a lot more" he said laughing 

how can I be so stupid? I will never drink again, how can I now look in Kelly's eyes without hating myself?????

I already hate myself 

all that happened last night while I was very drunk, all was a mistake 

"Max you traumatized her" Kelly said as she entered in the room and came straight to me 

what?

she hugged me and gave me some clothes of her 

Kelly observed that I am quite confuse "Maya nothing happened between you and Max" she said laughing "you were very drunk last night at the after party, Lando insisted to you to sleep at his place, but I wanted to make sure that you will be okay, so I brought you here, you slept alone in the bed and we slept with Penelope in the other room"

ohhh

"get dressed in these ones, we need to go back at Lando, he text Max and told him that you forgot your things at his place"

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"so you really don't remember anything?" Max asked me while he was driving us to Lando 

"I remember just the first hour, the next is very fogy"

"so actually you were very in the mood to drink, you played some games with Pierre and Carlos, and after that you danced with Zhou, then you danced very much with Lando, he was very touchy but I said that I am not gonna get into something, so I let you with him" Kelly said 

so Lando and I continued to make Charles jealous..

"the party at the club ended very fast so Lando decide to continue it at his penthouse, but not everyone came, just us, Pierre, Charles, some girls, Nyck and Yuki"

so Charles was there, I have no patience for my memory to come back 

I don't know what I did last night and this scare the shit out of me 

when we arrive at Lando's penthouse I first saw the living room, where I remember how I danced with some girls, then I looked at the couch where I remember that I talked a lot there with Pierre ABOUT CHARLES, and when I looked at the stairs I got a flashback of me and Lando walking upstairs together holding hands 

fuck

I stopped looking around the house and moved my eyes at Lando who was already looking at me 

we sat on the couch when Kelly and Max had to go in another room to talk about a call Kelly just received 

Lando was sating next to me "how did you slept?" he asked me 

"quite good, but I don't remember a lot from last night"

"you don't remember? I was that good?" he said laughing 

"what do you mean?" I asked him confused 

"well, we wanted to make Charles so jealous that I grabbed you upstairs in my room, the plan wasn't to actually do something there, but we kissed and after that it happened"

nah, impossible

"I don't believe you" I said 

"anyway, let's go upstairs in my room to get your things, you have a lot of messages from Lewis and your mother"

when we got in his bedroom he put his hand on my back 

his lips touch mine and his hand was on my neck 

"we said we wouldn't do anything" he said as he help me to take my dress of 

"then why do you help me to undress myself?" I said right before I kissed his lips again 

"oh fuck Maya" 

another flashback 

"oh my god you were right" I told him 

I covered my mouth with my hand 

"are you shocked?" Lando asked me laughing 

"YES"

"so you wouldn't do it if you wasn't drank" 

"of course I would do it, but last night it was something strange"

he understand me 

"Lando I really like you but-"

"Maya I know, it was just a one night stand, it's alright" he said smiling 

not long after we got back at the hotel 

I stayed in my room for the rest of the day

tomorrow I am going to go back home in Monaco 

I don't think that I will go to the next race, I'm going to take my time, the Australia grand prix was very ex