we arrived in Melbourne quite late, we got at the hotel with the Mercedes dad always take with him when it's race day
I helped my parent to get they're things at the room they will stay and then I get out with Lewis to the Caffe beside the hotel where we met with Lando, Pierre and Max
I didn't stay a lot with them because I actually wanted to say hi to Charles before he falls asleep
when he opened the door, I saw a surprised Charles who was just in some pants
I hugged him and he kissed my cheek, but when I tried to get into his room, he coughed and told me that he just wanna sleep because he is tired
he didn't even let me see how his room looked, he just.. 'ghosted' me
after that I just wanted to stay a little alone to just think about it
I tried to sleep, but I keep remember what Lewis told me and now how Charles was very strange
after a few hours I managed to fall asleep
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I woke up very early to see the sunrise
so I take on me a hoodie and some sweatpants and I got on the top on the roof when it was the best view
I was sitting at the almost edge of the hotel, It was very quiet, even if the cars make a very loud noise, in some way it was very silent on top of it
the sun started to make it way up and I was just at the perfect moment
I almost fell as sleep until I heard a french accent that I clearly recognize
"the sun is beautiful isn't it?"
"I could watched it forever" I said looking back at it
he put his jacket on me
it was a little to cold outside at this hour, but I didn't complained about it
I am happy that he knew that I was cold
after that he just remained silent beside me
it was silent but however so loud
I was hoping that he came to talk to me about last night
I don't know what to think about it, I was so happy to come and be here with him, for him, but last night was so fucking strange that I don't really know if it was a good idea
I don't wanna think about it like he was in the room with a girl, but this is how it seemed
I hope it was not like this and that I was just thinking to much about it
after another 20 minutes of staying like this he finally looked at me like he wanted to told me something
"I...." this is all that came out of his mouth
he bit the side of his cheek
he wanted to tell me something, but he didn't
he just told me that he need to go with Carlos at a meeting and that we will gonna see each other later at the paddock
right now I don't really know if it's a good idea for me to go because Charles seemed off about us, but otherwise Mick is going to be there and I haven't seen him in a while.
I was really hoping that Charles is going be okay until that part of the day
I mean
we are not together, we haven't talked about it
but I felt him pretty close until Monday when he already goes to Australia, and now that I am him with him, he is more distant
I am going to talk about it with him later
now I wanna go back IN the hotel to prepare myself because in 2 hours we are going to the paddock
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we went to the paddock where we ate together with Mick and George
after that I went with Jack at the Red Bull hospitality because I wanted so much Daniel to met him
there was maximum 4 people there among them was Max, who came to us smiling
"hi Maya, who is that little muppet?" he laughed and clapped his hand with him
"heeeee is my little brother, Jack" I said proudly
Max get almost in his knees to talk to him "I have a feeling that you are going to be my favourite Wolff"
this mf
I rolled my eyes and asked him about Daniel
"come on Jack we go to see someone who thinks a lot better about your dear sister" I said looking at Max right before I go away
this time I got in front at the McLaren hospitality where Lando and Daniel was talking at a table
I sit at their table and sowed them my brother
"boys, this is Jack" I said pointing at the kiddo
"so you and the Ferrari boy go so far already?" said Daniel
"what do you even wanna tell by that? not in front of the child Daniel" I said confused
meanwhile Lando and Jack was already very happy together talking about the cars
they really matched perfect, I first tought that it was going to be hard for Jack to socialize with the other, but he and Lando got together very well
I am happy at this point
After 10 minutes of laughing about how my head filled in Lando's headmelt perfectly we all needed to go back to our business
In my side I just needed to take care of Jack and be carefool for him to not ruin anything
so at first we just sat at the hospitality, but heeeen..
he was bored so I had to do something
so I get him and walked over to Max, where I talked with the person I wanted to see
Kelly
and in fact, her daughter Penelope who was bored aswell
so we let the kids play together as we talked
she asked me about Charles and what was going on between us, and because I trust her, I tolf him about the last night and how strange he was
