Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
ANASTASIA The last six months have been total insanity.
The tour itself has been perfectly fine, but being around Dominic and we weren't on the greatest terms messed everything up for me.
Shortly after I seen him in his hotel room that day with Alexis, she started coming around more to almost every show. And it bothered me, because it made me feel like he never stopped talking to her or having feelings for her.
It personally seems like they're back together, but what am I supposed to do? That's none of my business.
And I know I did wrong by cheating on him with Kehlani, but at least I didn't go back with my ex.
Everyday, I wake up feeling somewhat regretful for letting him go. If I were to just put my pride to the side and tell him the truth; we'd probably still be together right now.
Why do I always keep messing the good shit up for me?
Parenting Amir has been great, I love being a mother so much. Amir has been the only thing keeping me sane through all of this bullshit.
And Kehlani? She's a whole different story, we can save that for another time.
But tonight is officially the last night of this tour. After this, who knows if Dominic and I will ever be in contact again. So to pour the last of my emotions, I decided that I was going to perform my newest unreleased song that's coming out next week.
"Before I end this tour off, I just really wanna say thank you to each and every one of you who came out and supported me and Dominic through this journey! We couldn't have gotten through this tour without you guys! But, I do have one last song I wanna perform for you guys before I end this off. This song is called Fall Back, it's coming out next week. I hope you guys enjoy."
As the music started to play, the crowd started to cheer and go crazy. I took a deep breath before starting to sing.
(A/N: "Fall Back" is up above in the media if you wanted to listen for reference. Just imagine in female perspective.) - - - - "WHOO! We did it, everybody! We completed the tour! We're proud of you both!"
Speed shouted out with both him and Maria hugging me and Dominic, along with the rest of the tour crew. The two of us looked at each other before Dominic started to speak.
"Can we get a few minutes alone?"
"Yeah, sure. You have fifteen minutes at the most, the plane takes off in a half an hour so we gotta hurry."
