gho(st)²ories (yan/obsessive chrollo x reader)

updating info

hi, i know it's been a while since i updated. i wanted to adress it in the latest chapter, the one i just uploaded, but i decided against it since i feel like a lot of people ignore what i sometimes write at the very bottom of some chapters (which is totally fine).

i just want to give a quick info about updating that is quick to see, everyone who wants to know more can keep reading after the fat written text

i do not know when the next update will happen and updates will be very irregular, i'm sorry

there has been a lot happening since my last update so i will give you all (those interested) a quick catch up on why i haven't updated and what happened.

as some of you may know i have been struggling a lot more with my mental health recently, been having ups and down an manical episodes since a good 6 months now. that's the first thing.

second thing is that my phone broke (quiet literally) and i do not know how but i had to spend my entire savings for a new one and i still have to kinda get used to it because i switch from a samsung to an iphone so i was overwhelmed by the differences and therefore really reluctant to keep writing

third is that these past few months nothing goes as planned for me and almost everything turns to the worst, all the things i wanted for me an my future are almost unreachable and crumble beneath my fingers even though i tried so hard

fourth thing is that my parents are divorcing right now and i'm still so confused and overwhelmed by it all that i entered the most depressive episode i've had in good 7 yrs while having to push through with work and school so i have absolutely no time to recover or get better

so in all: my mental health is dropping quicker than possible for newton's law

i'm trying my best to stay alive right now and be a functioning member of society, to feel and speak because i barely do since a month and it's driving me insane as well

i'm very frustrated with myself which makes it all so much worse so i have to, as much as it breaks my own heart, break my promise of regular updates

i will however try to write whenever i have enough energy left so please bear with me

thank you all for your lovely and great support here on wattpad and ao3, this truly means a lot to me and makes me feel less alone

please bear with me

but most importantly take care of yourselves, live happily, eat good meals and enjoy everything you like