"How?" Y/N asked himself as he dropped the hammer to the floor backing away, freaked out by the revelation.
"Y/N, what's wrong, you're worthy?" Thor asked as Y/N shook his head.
"How? How can I be worthy when...when I'm the biological son of two of the most evil people we've known?" Y/N said as everyone looked at Y/N quizzically.
"What do you mean?" Yelena said as Y/N went silent.
"I can't tell you, I can't tell anyone, you'll hate me for it...and I can't bare it." Y/N said as Yelena approached pulling the boy into a hug.
"We'll never hate you Y/N." Yelena said as she held him close.
"I'm Dreykov and Lovanya's biological son." Y/N whispered into Yelena's ear. She held him tighter.
"But you're not like either of them." Nat said, having heard the revelation.
"What if it runs in the family?" Y/N said as Thor walked up to Y/N lifting Mjolnir.
"Romanoffson. Being worthy is not measured by your lineage, or your standing in society, it's measured by your actions, you and I both know that your actions are those of someone who would be worthy of lifting my hammer." Thor said as Y/N looked at him. "You may have come from Lovanya and Dreykov, but you are not their son, you are Natasha's son."
Y/N nodded to assure himself before looking to Nat who nodded, giving him encouragement to reveal the truth to the rest of the group.
"My biological parents, they're Dreykov and Lovanya." Y/N said as The room looked at Y/N sympathetically. Amy walked up to Y/N and kissed him on the lips, when she broke the kiss of she looked him in the eyes.
"Y/N, nothing like that would ever make us hate you, you didn't help them, you stopped them, you showed them the mercy you were never shown as a child. We don't hate you, we love you, all in different ways." Amy said as Y/N let a small tear go down his face.
"I think we should all catch some shut eye. We've got to sort Christmas out." Nat said as the room agreed.
Y/N and Amy were sleeping on the couch, Y/N being sat up while Amy was lying with her head on his shoulder, he sat there awake, thinking. It was nearly time for his monthly visit to ensure security was still up to date on Dreykov an Lovanya's cells. He hated going but he knew he had to, he made the decision to spare their lives, he should at least put up with the consequences.
He slowly got off the couch, making sure not to wake Amy, he walked into his room to get the nanotechnology pieces of his suit, what he found instead was Yelena having a nightmare about the Red Room.
He grabbed the pieces of his suit after calming Yelena down. He left and went outside, pressing the buttons to suit up, when he was outside he saw Peter in his suit ready to go on his patrol.
"Can't sleep?" Peter asked as Y/N put on his webshooters, walking up to the ledge.
"No. Time to enjoy our coffee replacement." Y/N said jumping off the ledge and falling, firing a web from his left wrist and swinging from building to building, the wind rushing over him. he felt like he was able to forget everything that haunted him.
They spent the remainder of the night fighting crimes in the city. By the time they got home Amy and Wanda were awake having noticed their friends absence. Y/N and Peter walked in to see Wanda and Amy talking over hot chocolate,
"Where have you two been?" Wanda asked, tilting her head, both Peter and Y/N knew they were for it, it was like a subconscious action for Wanda to tilt her head when she's pissed.
"Umm...I need to get to work on the decorations." Y/N said as Amy stepped out in front of him.
"Nope, not till we get an answer." Amy said putting her foot down.
"We went out to fight crime." Peter said as Y/N sighed.
"Peter don't ever become a Spy." Y/N said as Amy shook her head.
"You can't take one day off your work can you, spend time with us." Amy said as Wanda took Peter away knowing Y/N and Amy needed privacy.
"Where's this come from?"
"Ever since we got back you've been doing it every day, going out and fighting these people, I mean you fight them like you're trying to die sometimes. Why? Do you have some sort of death wish?"
"Why? Why? You don't know why I do this? I do it because I'm terrified, that's the fucking truth Amy, I'm terrified that one day I'll wake up and you'll be dead in a pool of blood, and standing over your body will be Dreykov or Lovanya, HYDRA agents or anything else, I'm terrified that one day I'll have to watch all my friends turn to dust in front of me. So I go out there and fight to try and keep those I love alive. You want to stomp your foot and feel outraged fine, but at least I'll know you're alive, that's enough for me." Y/N said as Amy looked him in the eye.
"Oh yeah? Fine, see you in school after the holidays." Amy said venomously as she stormed out of the tower.
"...fuck's sake." Y/N said to himself as he kicked the couch.
He felt like he did the night Amy was 'killed'. The loneliness, his heart had been ripped out again, and it was his own doing, because he had too much paranoia. Nat walked in to see Y/N sitting in the kitchen on a stool at the kitchen island, he was eating some of the birthday cake on his own with his earphones in. Nat could tell what had happened, she knew he needed time for it to heal.
Y/N headed to the training room and got onto the recently repaired treadmill, he ran until the first light hit through the windows, he had lost track of time and ended up running for hours upon hours, when he stepped off the machine he looked at himself in the mirror, cursing himself.
"You idiot, Y/N you fucking idiot." Y/N said as he sighed.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box, he looked inside it for a moment, his Christmas present for the first person who he trusted outside of his family.
Y/N walked into his room and opened up a draw throwing the box into the drawer before shutting it and locking it, his shoulders slouching as he felt the weight Amy had helped him carry return to his shoulders.
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Earths Mightiest Family (REWRITE) [Male Reader x OC]
FanfictionY/N has been in HYDRA Captivity since he was a child, suffering the pain of the experiments and abuse, but he hasn't been alone, he has been sharing a cell with two twins, Wanda and Pietro Maximoff, their bond growing during their time in captivity...