Y/N was trapped inside his own head, the thoughts of killing the Avengers getting louder and louder until they were all he could think about. His cell was almost identical to the one he was in when HYDRA held him prisoner, with one major difference, a Wanda and Pietro weren't with him, although with the state he was in he was grateful for them not being here.
"The Mission's not over." Dreykov's voice said in Y/N's head.
"I am mission ready, sir." Y/N said as he saw the target files flashing in his mind. His mission, kill his family and friends.
Y/N fell to the floor sobbing.
He was haunted by the guilt of the girls who died as punishment for his resistance. Dreykov had won, he'd finally broken Y/N Romanoff, former Avenger, now his personal hitman.
Y/N was sobbing when Dreykov walked in and said the trigger phrase, Y/N all of a sudden stopped crying and was ready to carry out a mission.
"You will be training with the Winter soldier today, are you ready soldier? The Mission's not over yet." Dreykov said as the Winter Soldier walked into the cell, he stood there with a soulless look in his eyes, as did Y/N.
Y/N walked into the Avengers tower and looked around at the Avengers, they all looked at him with relief, as Wanda gave Y/N a hug there was a scream in agony from her, she looked down and saw a knife sticking from her abdomen, Y/N drew Natasha's pistol and shot her, Wanda and Steve in the face, Amy appeared and Y/N shot her twice in the head, Bruce appeared and Y/N shot him in the head before he could Hulk out. As Thor appeared Y/N used his knife to stab Thor in the eye then the heart. Clint dropped from the vents and fired an arrow at Y/N who dodged , caught the arrow from mid-air and threw it back at Clint all in the span of seconds and while shooting Peter and Pietro, Mj and Ned tried to stop him only for a knife to slit MJ's throat and the pistol to shoot Ned's brains out.
The process started again, playing out however Y/N chose each time, ending the same way every single time, every single person he cared for lying at his feet dead, because of him.
"Someone, just put a fucking bullet in me, just once. LET ME LOSE!" Y/N begged as he looked at the blood on his hands, it disappeared as he looked at the illusion rewinding. The process was slowly making him beg, he was wishing he had never met any of them, that he had died at HYDRA. It was like he was a different person whenever he saw his loved ones, he knew how to kill them all, their weaknesses and their strengths, he could have wiped out the Avengers in a heartbeat. But Dreykov was waiting for Y/N to give that last piece of himself to the Red Room.
Deep down it was like the boy who stood up to him on the first day was climbing out of a hole, there was still an Avenger in the boy somewhere, and Dreykov didn't want that risk.
The process repeated, minutes turned to hours, hours turned to days, and days turned to months, by the time Y/N was ready to give up completely, three months had passed, three months of relentless torture, three months of wishing he was dead. Three months of hopelessness. No-one was coming to help him.
Christmas day for Y/N was spent training to kill everyone he loved over and over.
"The Mission's not over." Dreykov said as Y/N looked at him blankly, awaiting the mission.
Inside Y/Ns brain, the old Y/N was punching his way out, trying to regain control, he might as well have been punching a diamond mountain with his bare hands, the programming was ingrained into him.
"Natasha Romanoff is your target, along with the rest of the Avengers. You will carry out this mission when I see you as ready."
"I am Mission ready, sir." Y/N said as he looked at Dreykovs screen to see the target files.
"Your ready when I say, go, go back to your training with Barnes." Dreykov said as Y/N left obediently. He walked back in to see the Winter Soldier waiting for him.
They began to spar and Y/N waited for an attack, The Soldier attacked him, only for Y/N to grab his leg and swiped him to the floor as Y/N went to attack Barnes kicked his legs out from under him, causing Y/N to fall onto his back, Barnes climbed on top of Y/N and began to try and hit him with his vibranium arm, Y/N moved his head and hit Barnes on a pressure point that knocked him back, Y/N kipped up to his feet as did Barnes, they were inches from each other.
Y/N was the first to attack this time, using his knee to hit Barnes in the jaw before using the momentum of the punch from the incoming vibranium arm to throw Barnes off balance, he ducked under the punch and shove Barnes to a distance good enough to perform a scissor takedown on him.
Y/N began to beat Barnes to a bloody pulp as he almost surrendered completely to the will of Dreykov, but something deep inside told him to stop, like a small voice was telling him to show mercy.
Y/N backed away, refusing to finish the fight, knowing Dreykov was watching, Y/N was sent to continue training for another six months, constant tests being run on him to ensure he was compliant, to ensure the programming was taking hold, Dreykov then decided that Y/N was ready.
Ready to kill the Avengers.
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Earths Mightiest Family (REWRITE) [Male Reader x OC]
FanfictionY/N has been in HYDRA Captivity since he was a child, suffering the pain of the experiments and abuse, but he hasn't been alone, he has been sharing a cell with two twins, Wanda and Pietro Maximoff, their bond growing during their time in captivity...