You're My Only One! || KNJ - AU || ✓

Chapter Twenty-three

- 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 -
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Once Namjoon walked out of your living room, you sat there quietly. None of the guys noticed him leaving and you felt that it's good that they didn't.

You gave him a minute or two alone, and then you got up and walked to the balcony where Namjoon is. When you reached there, you could hear the sound of sniffling and your chest started aching knowing that it was Namjoon who was crying.

Without wasting another second or even thinking anything, you rushed to him and hugged him from behind. For a moment, you forgot everything that's happened between the two of you, and all you could think of was to comfort the man you're oh so in love with.

As soon as you hugged him, Namjoon flinched, not having expected anyone to come there or for that matter hug him. His sobs started becoming louder the moment he realised it's you that's hugging him.

"Shh Nammie, it's me. Calm down please." You spoke gently squeezing him.

He stayed in your embrace sobbing hard till he had no more tears left. He then lift his head and you wipe his tear stained cheeks and give him a small smile.

You both then take seats on the loveseat in your balcony. "Wanna talk about it?" You ask him, giving his hand a squeeze.

He stayed quite for a while before he decided to speak. "I... I just felt like I'm not needed anymore after seeing how all the 6 of them are happy together. They don't need me anymore. They don't need or deserve someone who does nothing but hurt them. Wouldn't it just be better if I leave BTS & let them have their career in peace?" He speaks up through the continuous tears pouring down his eyes.

You didn't know what to say or how to console him. Instead, you just hug him and let him cry on your shoulder. After a few minutes, you knew what to say, but before you could, a different voice, that didn't belong to either Namjoon or you spoke.

"Is that it Hyung? Is it so easy for you?" Spoke a voice that sounded broken and belonged to JungKook.

"Koo-" Namjoon went to speak, but was cut off my Jungkook.

"Don't Hyung. Don't say anything." He speaks and walks to where you both are sitting and kneels down infront of Namjoon.

"How could you ever think of leaving us? Leaving BTS Hyung? Did you forget what you mean to all of us Hyung? Did you forget that you're that pillar that keeps all of us together? Did you forget that there wouldn't be any BTS today if it wasn't for you & the trust PD Nim put in you all those years ago? Or... Or did you forget that 13 year old Jungkook chose BigHit amongst 7 different companies who wanted him, and he chose BigHit only because of you Hyung?" JungKook was full on crying by now and all you wanted was to embrace him in a big tight hug.

"Kookie... It isn't like that." Spoke Namjoon.

"No Hyung. It's exactly like that. So what if we're all a little disappointed because of what you did? So what if we didn't speak to you for a while because we needed time digesting everything? So what if the 6 of us were hugging each other? You could see us hugging but what you failed to notice was the empty spot at left for you Hyung, the spot that belongs to no one but you Joonie Hyung. Do you think all that means we don't need you anymore? That we're all good as 6 instead of 7? No Hyung. We aren't BTS without you Hyung." Spoke JungKook and ran out of the balcony.