Always? Forever.

It's time

    The second I stepped out of the game it was chaos. My ren was as prominent as ever. Since I left my bag in here I picked it up and whipped out my phone, calling Gramps. He answered the call on the first ring "I'm on my way kiddo, just hang in there." Then he hung up the phone. I sighed and plopped down on the ground. I guess it's a waiting game for now. I plugged my earbuds in and shuffled my playlist before drifting into sleep, finding comfort in the fact that Gramps was on his was to get me. He was on his way to save me from this nightmare. This nightmare that has only just begun. And when my mind finally felt at ease, the nightmare struck again.
And all I could feel was pain.

  I woke up in my bed, Netero beside me. "Gramps? What's going on?" He let out an obviously strained chuckle "don't worry kiddo, I have a nen exorcist coming to take care of this tomorrow." I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to sit up but to no avail. Every inch of my body ached and it felt like I was glued to my bed. "Nen exorcist?" He hummed and stood up. "We'll get you taken care of and then you're nen problem will be taken care of but, there will be some drawbacks." I sighed "how long have I been here? I need to be back within ten days." He walked over to the door "you've only been out for a day, I'm sure you'll be up and running by the time of the next hunters exam." And then he left.

   I was left in my bed and because I wasn't able to move I couldn't get anything to eat. I haven't eaten in like- three days 😭. I'm so hungry but it's not as bad as it sounds, I've gone more than three days without eating, sure I didn't like it, but it's happened. The night fell and it was all my body could do to turn my head to look out the windows. I peered out the window and saw something flash past my window. Then my whole window broke, throwing glass at me. A tall figure loomed in the broken frame of my window. I think I stopped breathing. "No! Get away!" I screamed and my body went into overdrive trying to get away while he stalked towards me. Gramps slammed my door open, panting. My father stood over me while Netero held onto the door.

   "Nice to see you again brat." I finally willed myself to roll off the bed and onto my hands and knees. "Y/n! You're aura! You have to do something!" My father jumped over the bed and stood in front of me when I pushed myself to my knees. "It's amazing that you can still move or that you're even awake. You should've been paralyzed the second you woke up from that nightmare." He smiled a crooked smiled down at me and I growled "what the hell did you do the me?" He knelt down to my height "not what I did, what we did to you." I slowly started to leak the purple aura that I remembered from training with gramps, trying to activate nightmare. "Tell me" I spat "you are a weapon, that's all you were made for, why you exist. You should blame your mother really, she did this to you. Made you a weapon for destruction."

   I yelled and conjured a knife in my hand, swiping it forward, cutting him slightly on the cheek. I caught him off gaurd enough finally activate nightmare and make him freeze up. I was in his mind, and it was disgusting. Everything looked like it had been rotting in the sun for years. I saw him crying into his knees in the middle of the disgusting rotting flesh. Monsters made of the rot started to form around him and circle. His head shoots up, seemingly looking at nothing. He scrambles to his feet, trying to fights off the monsters that consumed his vision. "I'm sorry! I tried! Don't!" He started yelling random words at the monster and but made me wonder if he saw them differently than I did.

   I sat in the rotting flesh, staring at my father who taught for his life desperately. It's one of the most wonderful feelings I've ever had. I finally get to see him suffer, like he did to me. I'll watch as he slowly dies and cries out in anguish. I'll get the satisfaction of killing him. But soon the nightmare started to die out and he lay bleeding out on the ground. Though he couldn't see me, I got up and walked over to his body. "How does it feel, to finally suffer like I did. How does it feel to get what you deserve!" I yelled down at him and his eyes lolled over to look at me. "I'll always be above you bitch." I was taken aback by his words, thinking he couldn't see or hear me. "Tell me why you did this!" I yelled at him and he rolled his head to face up. He started laughing until blood started spraying from his mouth. "I wanted power and with her help I could obtain it."

   I growled and kicked him in the stomach "you're evil!" He coughed more "get over yourself, you're not important. You should be dead by now. Power is the only reason anyone would want you! To use you!" I kicked him harder "You're wrong!" He started laughing uncontrollably and blood started to leak from his nose. I could feel nightmares starting to wear off. "That's the only reason he stays with you! And if I die, so will he!" I furrowed my brows he couldn't mean Killua? Right? He doesn't have any idea where Killua even is! "Who!" He kept his mouth shut and I fell to my knees next to him. "Tell me!" He just made eye contact and I knew. Killua. "What are you going to do to him! I swear to god I'll kill you if you touch him!" He smirks to himself and everything starts to fade back into reality. "If you don't want me to kill the boy, you'll do what I say."

"Wake her up, it's time we start."