Always? Forever.

My Little Whole Grain Cinnamon Poptart 🥰

     Killua and I left for greed island later that night, after grabbing food. I shoved food down my throat while Killua's eating was more tame. It was obvious that I had not eaten in a while. "So how was everything while I was gone?" I asked. He shrugged "it was pretty much that same as normal. I think Apollo was worried about you, he wouldn't stop pacing." I rolled my eyes "what, and you weren't worried about me?" He huffed through his nose. "Sure, whatever, I was worried. Believe it or not, that old hag was the most worried." I laughed a little "well, she had good reason to be worried." Killua frowned at my failed attempt to be somewhat funny. "Y/n, when we get back to greed island you're not allowed to leave my sight." I glared at him slightly, "what if I have to use the bathroom?"

   He grew a tick mark on his forehead "ok, there are some exceptions but you know what I mean!" I shrugged "ok, I get it. Let's get going though, the train should get here soon." We left the restaurant and headed to the train station which was a couple blocks from where we ate. Killua slipped his hand into mine as we walked. It was nice. We haven't been too intimate recently so it was nice to just hold hands. The train ride back was uneventful, at least from my perspective, considering I was asleep whole time. When we made it to our stop, Killua shook me awake so I whined. Obviously I didn't want to get up. "Will you carry me please?" I peaked open one eye and held my hands out. His face was beet red and he rolled his eyes but picked me up nonetheless. It was somewhat dark outside so I got to sleep in peace, until we got to greed island.

We had to enter the game separately and when I got in it was so fuckin bright by that I cried.
"Y/n? What's wrong? What are you crying?" I squinted at Killua and held up my hand to my face. "Too. Damn. Bright." He started laughing obviously and I punched him in the shoulder. "Stupid fuck, don't bully me, that's my job!" He just kept laughing but then used accompany to get to the others. It was a weird way to travel and I personally didn't like it. I do prefer it over running though. Much less energy wasted. We we got to the others it was in a large field of grass. "Y/n!" I heard Gon yell and jump on me within two seconds. I fell flat on my back and was squashed by Gon. He's a lot heavier than he looks. "Gon, get off her." Killua grumbled and dragged Gon by his shirt off of me. "Y/n, what happened?" Artemis bent over my slumped body and I shrugged. "Nothing much, I think I killed my dad though."

Everyone's eyes went to me and I rolled my eyes and tried to get up. I'm was about halfway up when Apollo pounced on me and I was back on the ground. "Apollo! How've you been kitty? Oh... goddamn your big." I pet behind Apollos ears while he stood over me. Somehow in the time that I was gone he had grown to the size of a lion. He was almost big enough for me to ride. "How'd you get so big?" I mumbled and Bisky cut in. "I think he might've linked to your nen somehow because at one point he couldn't wake up or move and then the next he was huge." I snickered, wanting to make an inappropriate joke and Killua elbowed me in the side, obviously understanding my idea. "Why are you laughing?" Gon tilted his head and looked at me and Killua, who just laughed.

    "You'll learn when you're older" Artemis patted Gon on the head and steam rolled out of his ears. Bisky sighed "all right, Y/n, you're the only person who hasn't been to Masadora and back so off you go!" I stretched and got up to start walking. I'm assumed she wouldn't let me just use the accompany card. "Woah, I didn't agree to this!" I looked over to Killua who made an X with his arms. "What?" Bisky crossed her arms and grew irritated "look, Y/n doesn't have a hatsu anymore so someone should go with her." This earned a hiss from Apollo who was by my side. Killua just brushed it off though and kept arguing with Bisky. "Y/n, what happened while you were gone?" Artemis and Gon found a place to stand in front of me and I shrugged. I can't keep the truth from them but maybe they're better off not knowing. Or perhaps Killua was the worst of it and they would brush it off. Considering Gon's nature he wouldn't be bothered but Artemis was a bit like an older sister who was always right. So she might freak out.

   "Y/n, I'm going with you, don't listen to that old hag." Killua found his place beside and and Bisky stood next to Gon. Ok, I'm off the hook for now. "You better be back in a day, tops!" Bisky yelled out at us and we waved her off. "Don't worry, we'll be fast. We make a good team you know!" I sighed when we were no longer in sight and laid my free hand on Apollo's back. "Y/n, you have to tell them you know." I nod at Killua's statement "I know, I know, I'm just a bit worried about their reaction." He hummed in response and I noticed the troubled look on his face. "Penny for you thoughts?" He kept his gaze ahead "it's nothing much, don't worry about it." I stopped and pulled Killua to face me. "C'mon, you know you can tell me anything."

   He sighed and placed his forehead on my shoulder. "I think I just need some sleep and a little more time to process everything. Plus, I'm worried about you not being able to defend yourself properly." I threaded my hand through his silky white hair "Hun, I passed the hunters exam with no nen, I'll be fine." His head shot up and his nose brushed mine. Both of our faces were bright red. "So we're using pet names now?" I grinned a shit eating grin. "Whatever are you referring to dear?" I tried out my best British accent and Killua's jaw dropped. Apollo rammed his head into my but and pushed me closer to Killua. I slipped my arms around his neck and he froze up a little. "Would you prefer that I call you My Little Whole Grain Cinnamon Poptart 🥰" his face grew slightly grossed out. "Never call me that please! Whole grain pop tarts are so gross! And how do you say the emoji?!"