31. What's a social life?

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Okay idk about the rest of the fangirl/boy population, but as soon as I entered my first fandom, my social life outside of the Internet became nearly non existent.

It became increasingly hard for me to socialize when I go out somewhere, like to the mall or something, and when I end up having to talk to someone (like a stranger) I get all claustrophobic and annoyed as hell.

I don't know how normal that is lmao but that's me

Quick story:

One time I was at the outdoor mall thingy called The Loop with my sister, and we were getting lunch at chipotle.

Keep in mind this bitch knows I don't do very well when it comes to talking to people I don't know. Especially hot people.

And just to my fucking luck, the two guys preparing food were too fine for me to function.

And she wouldn't tell them my order so I had to talk. It was a fücking disaster, and I'll give you a quick run down
on what went down.

1. I kept speaking too low for them to hear me so one of them was getting agitated af, the other didn't mind.

2. Once I raised my voice considerably higher my voice cracked.

3. Leave me alone to die pls.

Have you ever embarrassed the shit out of yourself in front of hot people? Bc I do everytime I step outside my house.

Byeeeee don't be in turtle mode all the time like me

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