In the Shadows (Mattheo Riddle)

Chapter 4

Never in a million years would I want to touch any of these boys, but I was sick of being dismissed. I wanted to be apart of the games, the crazy stories I always have to hear of from pansy the next day. I wanted to witness them. Hell, I wanted to be apart of it.

The boys called some more girls over, so it wasn't just pansy and I between the 6 boys. Fair game I thought.

Astoria, Daphne and another girl, who I didn't know practically tripped they couldn't get over to us quick enough. I snarled. I had no idea how girls could make them selves look so desperate and easy.

The bottle got to spinning, many meaningless kisses were exchanged. Poor pansy already had to watch Draco kiss Daphne twice. The bottle was yet to land on me.

I just sat there, sipping my drink scanning the room, when all of a sudden I heard a burst of laughter.

I turned to see that the bottle Draco had spun had landed on me, and joined in the laughter. No one knew what to do next, as we were the only related in this group.

"just give her the turn, she hasn't went!" Suggested Enzo.

"don't get any fast ideas" Draco barked back.

"Ill go" I said reaching for the bottle, but a hand stopped me.

"Im playing dray, I'm not a child now let me go," he sat back in defeat. He's learning very quickly I am not playing games this term.

My stomach was in my ass. I couldn't believe I voluntary spun the bottle that would lead to me kissing one of these idiots, who I never looked at in that way, EVER.

Let alone it being my first kiss.

It felt like it spun forever, finally slowing down and landing on..

No fucking way. I tried to keep a cool composer. Absolutely fucking not.

Mattheo.

The room fell silent, no one knew what to do or say next. I've never been apart of anything like this, and everyone knew never ever to think of me in that way.

"Welllll?????" Pansy drunkly stretched her sentence out.

Draco just stared at me, he knew if he even said anything I would shut it down, so he didn't even bother.

But of all people, why Mattheo? I so did not want to do this.

"Don't be such a pussy." A voice growled, it was Mattheo.

Why on earth would be say that? I couldn't help but thinking. There was so way he wanted this.

But I shot up out of my seat anyway, and made my way over to him. I couldn't believe what I was about to do.

He didn't move his stance, he still sat, sprawled across the couch.

I gently brushed my hair to one side of my body, dropped my hands onto his knees, and leaned forward. I don't think I've ever been this close to him in my entire life. I could barely breath. I closed my eyes and went in for it.

I felt his soft lips pucker onto mine. I never thought anything about this boy could be soft.

I wanted it to be a short kiss, I didn't even want it to be him. I backed my head up and went to back away, as soon as my lips left his I felt his muscular hand reach behind my neck, gripping right below my hair, pulling me in for more.

What the fuck is happening.

I couldn't help but go with it. As his lips practically pried open my mouth, inviting himself into it.

I could be believe what was happening, I couldn't believe Draco was allowing this to happen. I couldn't believe I was having my first kiss. I couldn't believe it was Mattheo.

He finally let go of my neck, releasing me from his grasp, as I pulled away I was met by his gaze. His dark eyes just staring back me. He looked me over up and down and leaned back into his seat. I backed up to take my seat once more. The stare wasn't broken until someone finally broke the silence.

"Fucking rubbish" Draco said under his breath, the room was so silent its all everyone heard.

I felt pansy staring at me, but all I could look at was the floor.

The gamed continued, but I stood there, frozen on that couch.

What the fuck just happened.