In the Shadows (Mattheo Riddle)

chapter 23

I stood there completely shellshocked. I couldn't believe I just said that out loud, to him. I wanted to curl up in ball and explode.

We stood there. Just staring at each other. It felt like for hours.

"Amelia, say something" his big brown eyes, waiting for an answer. Any answer.

"No, I didn't mean that. Good night Mattheo." I whispered, running into my room. But of course he followed me in.

"You meant it! You don't just say something like that and don't mean it!" He pleaded.

"Well I did okay! It doesn't matter. You don't care! We could never be anything! Just go away!" I screamed with my back to him, tears streaming down my face.

"I do care!" He whispered, grabbing my arm to now face me towards him. He looked mortified to see me crying.

"I'm not in love with you. I just know I'm so close to being in love with you. I can't keep showing up to these parties and seeing you all over these others girls, I can't do it to myself." I couldn't open my eyes to look at his, it would made things worse.

"Amelia look at me" he shook my shoulders. I shook my head no. "Amelia open your eyes"

And I finally did. And I was right. Looking into his beautiful deep brown eyes, I wanted to scream. I was so infatuated with him, its physically hurt.

"I'm in love with you. I have no idea what love is, but I feel something so deep with you. Something I've never felt with these other girls. I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up, but I do love you." He whispered. My heart skipped 18 beats hearing that.

"It doesn't matter, we can't be together. Draco would kill us" my tears formed harder.

"It can be our little secret. I am yours. You are mine, no one else's. We are all each other need." His tone, so soft.

I never thought I would see this side of him.

"Mathheo I don't know." I backed up shaking my head.

"Im not asking you Amelia, I'm telling you. You're mine" he once again removed the space in-between us.

"I'm yours" I said, hypnotized by those damn eyes.

He gently cupped my cheek pulling me in for a sweet kiss.

But sweet turned into passionate, and passionate turned to rough, and the next thing I knew I was being slammed onto my bed.

He was leaned up on top of me, He would pull alway every so often to get a look at my face, I couldn't believe I went from hating this boy, to now with this boy.

He was so rough, but it all the best ways, before I knew it he was ripping my little top right off my body. Looking at me for approval every step of the way.

I reached down to un-do his belt, but yet again he pushed my hand away

"Not so fast darling" he huffed. Darling. I nearly finished in that sentence.

Each time we've done this, he has the ropes. I wanted to show him I was his equal now, not his property.

I took all my strength and flipped him over, I was now the one on top, straddling him once again.

His face was absolutely shocked, his smirk was bigger than anything I've ever seen. "You're so fucking hot" he reached back in to pull me in once more.

I finally reached down, undoing his belt, he threw his head back in pleasure. I stood up before him, shaking my shorts off, completely exposing my self.

"get over here, now" he was very eager.

I jumped back onto the bed, and made my way back up, slowing pushing my self onto him. He didn't like slow, not one bit. He put both hands on my hips and pushed down, hard and fast. Our moans filled the room, sweat dripping off both of us. I rode him like a wild horse, and he was loving every single second of it.

All good things must come to an end, and we definitely came. I laid down next to him, as he put his arm around me pulling me in for a kiss. He looked down at me, "You truly are the most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes on."

I couldn't help but blush, it feels like I waited an eternity to hear him say that.

We laid there together, tangled up in each other once again. And drifted peacefully into a deep, happy sleep.