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smoked away - an yujin

I literally love that song sm, asap really decided to change my life with it, you should listen to it as you read🤷🏻‍♀️
TW: drugs

You were now drunkenly stumbling your way into the bathroom in the city's best club, you had decided to go with your friends since you hadn't gone out in a long time together.

You see, they weren't the best influences, Rick, the eldest, was quite vicious, and the rest too, always carrying cocaine or some other type of drug with him. You weren't in your best mental position at the moment and what would be the harm?

You'd hit it before, it never got too bad. You've been high to your limit and it was an unforgettable experience, you could feel the cocaine all up on your gums, yet you started to hallucinate about this girl

You could call her your best friend, or casual night, you don't know. But she's the one person who is able to control you in any way, if it's voluntary or not, you'll always be at her mercy.

Your friends could see how you got lit pretty quickly, you would start to talk about fighting demons and how you could beat them by yourself. You'd also talk about how much you thought about her, an yujin.

As you could get yourself up on your feet again, you were on your way to grab another drink, you wanted to stay the whole night now, she wasn't around and you were having fun, dancing or even kissing with random girls all night.

Then, one of your friends decided it was time for you to leave, you couldn't even stand upright and you were in your way for another drink

"y/n, we already called someone to pick you up" she told you as you took a puff out of your cigar, "yeah, thanks" you said, with your eyes half closed and a column of smoke towering over you

You didn't even notice when 3 of your friends tried their best to make you stand upright as they hand you to your 'caretaker' if that's what you would call her

You were to protest, but with yujin being the one to pick you up, you barely complained "thank you for calling me, good night" she said to your friends as she grabbed you and led you out the place, stumbling against random people on the tables or the dance floor

"Come on, get in" she said as she opened the car door for you, you stumbled inside and took a deep breath, you weren't sure what to do, you didn't know what you wanted to do, you could kiss her and tell her you loved her, or you could ask her for backseat fun, which she probably wouldn't accept as much as she wanted, a few months prior, on another lit night, she'd let  you know she'd never hook up with you while high

Or you could just sleep, or whatever, you don't care, at least she's here. Your thoughts were cut off when she sat in the driver's seat "how many times have you said you'd quit?" She said as she turned on the car and looked at you, you could just barely turn your head to look at her, going non-verbal "it's okay, you don't have to answer that"

She said and rubbed your thigh, maybe she meant it in a comforting way, maybe she meant to seduce you or something, all you knew is you loved her touch, her hands were warm and provided all that you needed, kind of like a lifeline

"I think that," you paused, looking ahead, you couldn't look her in the eye, "I may be high right now, but I think I love you" you said widening your eyes as you moved your hands weirdly, she didn't pay attention to that though, you would always do that when hallucinated

"I'm aware" she said and didn't care to look back at you, "just make sure to remember you said that tomorrow" you furrowed your brows slowly, your every move was slow when in this state

"You mean you won't say it back?" You asked sluggishly "no, not right now, you don't know what you're saying" "I do"

She just stayed silent, not pushing further, you'd always talk bs, but never like that.

Even though you were very much lit right now, you looked so good to her, cheeks pink and lips plump, eyes half open and body sweaty, but she always swore to not do anything to you in that state

She thought of it as taking advantage of you, even though she knew you genuinely wanted to at least kiss her

"Kiss me" you asked nicely, turning to her again, your eyes working magic on hers "I can't" she said sternly, determined to not let a high, petty girl beat her on a conscious state, "yes, you can. I want you to" "you know how I feel about that" "then do it while you think how you feel about me?" You smirked slightly

She rolled her eyes but she knew very well that she was dying to kiss you, and she knew that if you asked one more time she would, so she prayed you wouldn't ask again

"Come on, please, just a kiss" you asked with the best good girl voice you could ever make 'just one' she mumbled lowly as she came to an aggressive stop, it was 3 am, the streets were empty

She caught you off guard, manhandling you to make you look at her, she looked into your eyes for a second and you nodded, she fought all her demons to kiss you, and she finally did, you closed your eyes as you felt her lips touch yours, but only for a millisecond

A half assed peck in your lips, "just one." She repeated as she got back to driving, leaving you flushed and smiling while half asleep

Yeah, you'll wait for tomorrow