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only-kazuha (pt2)

"For how long have you known her?" joy asked as she sat looking pretty in the passenger's seat as y/n's left hand managed the steering wheel and her right one rested on joy's soft thigh,

"uhmm, I knew her for about my whole childhood, and we were good friends in our teenage years but uh," y/n gulped and winced at the thought of their rather aggressive fallout, "but she decided on becoming like a kpop idol and that, but she used to be a ballet dancer before" joy hummed, noticing y/n's facial expression as she explained why they hadn't seen each other, maybe it just hurt her that her best friend left her, right?

"that's cool, when's she debuting?" joy said keeping her cool, "she didn't really tell me, she just said it'd be really soon" y/n said bluntly, soothing joy's thigh reassuringly, noticing the older girl was catching up to what had happened.

They got home and joy was making dinner for both of them, while y/n worked on a study guide for her biology test until her mind got the best of her, remembering her interaction with kazuha, how it was really unrealistic for them to hug like that given the terms they ended up in.

flashback

kazuha sighed as y/n scoffed for the millionth time, "so you're telling me you've been planning this for over a year and didn't even think on telling me until a month prior of you leaving?!?" y/n's expression was nothing more than dissatisfaction, the girl she had loved for years was leaving the country with a month of anticipation, how would y/n not be mad? "I just didn't want you to freak out, just like you are right now!"

"Of course I would've freaked out if you were to tell me you're leaving! Think about how none of this would've happened if you'd only told me back when you started talking with these people" the tears in kazuha's eyes stung her painfully yet she wouldn't cry just because y/n is going off at her

"I'm sorry, I- I just thought you'd be upset with me for that, and we were going so well I" kazuha paused, feeling herself getting overwhelmed "I didn't want to hurt you too much" kazuha stated, emotion laced in her voice, y/n could tell the girl was genuine but her anger manged to diminish that feeling, "kazuha, you are aware that you made it way way worse by telling me way past the time you had to. Yes, I would've been upset, but not with you, but with the fact you'd be leaving. Of course I'd be sad, but now, believe me I'm more than upset with you." kazuha knew very well that y/n was very mad, she just couldn't understand why she was so mad, but let's give it to kazuha, she was a kinda oblivious 17 year old who just didn't want to screw up her relationship.

"I'm sorry y/n, I'm sorry for just not wanting to ruin this, because you know very fucking well that you would've had the same reaction if I'd told you since a beginning" y/n had an annoyed expression and opened her mouth to speak but kazuha didn't let her start, "no, don't start, I don't need to hear your bullshit anymore, you can keep it" kazuha was fed up, it'd been almost an hour of y/n making her feel at fault, when on the long run, it really wasn't, at least for kazuha. So with no more words shared, she stormed out of y/n's apartment, and on to what would be, her idol life.

end of flashback

after y/n pondered on the situation, she realized just how they probably wouldn't speak again, to this point kazuha might've gotten over what happened between them, so had y/n, but this strange feeling of longing washed over her, feeling kind of responsible over her actions.
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Weeks passed and joy couldn't help but feel y/n become a little distant, yet she wouldn't confront her about it, it was probably nothing, or so she thought.