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kazuha the loml genre: angst beginning, to be continued ending??? trope: second chance love

there will probably be more than 1 part cause I have a pretty wide plot😭

*drumroll* kazuha in the current universe and reader is a 21 year old girl whose mom is a very successful lawyer and dad is a surgeon, but she leans more towards criminology. She's currently studying that and is on her 2nd year of college.

Prologue/context: kazuha and reader had dated for 2 years in their teenage years, they had a fallout following kazuha's decision on becoming an idol and leaving reader behind in japan, after that they never talked again. A year later, y/n moves to Korea to go study, having a rather chance meeting with her old lover. buuut there's something that keeps y/n from getting closeness with kazuha...

MATURE LANGUAGE!

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y/n rushed through the hallways of the uni, hoping that her philosophy teacher hadn't left just yet, to her relief, she was writing down a few annotations on her folder. "Ms. Seo, thank god, I wanted to give you the updated version of the class profiles before you left! I worried I wouldn't catch you." Ms. Seo smiled as she took the documents from y/n, "Thanks y/n, I'll check this through the weekend, I appreciate your hard work." With that, y/n sighed and left the building, breathing in the fried chicken smell that filled the Seoul streets as she got in her car.

Her phone rang the overly familiar ringtone, "TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME YOU WA-" "joy I'm so sorry, I'll be getting there in uhmmm," y/n looked down to the clock and closed her eyes stressfully, "I'll try to be there in at least 15" "fuck y/n, what happened?" "I'm sorry I- I got stuck at college looking for Ms. Seo for a whole hour, I'll be there soon I promise" "well, be careful please"

20 mins later
shit y/n mumbled under her breath as a random biker splashed her joggers, but kept making her way towards joy, "Y/N Y/N IM HERE, FUCK-" joy sighed as the very much stupid y/n didn't even hear her screaming and bumped onto a low hanging tv, until she finally found joy standing with a 'what the fuck is going on' face "JOY IM SORRY I GOT STUCK AND I COULDNT FIND YOU AND- SORRY" y/n hugged joy in an attempt to apologize for her tardiness, "it's okay babe, at least you're here now, I missed you soso much" joy said as she pecked y/n's lips softly and smiled, she led y/n to the table she was in and y/n saw she'd previously ordered her favorite drink for her. "thanks honey, today was so hectic I can't wait to go home with you and relax already"

they conversed for an hour or so until y/n got up and excused herself to the bathroom, feeling a little cold. When she entered the bathroom she heard a string of curses leave a girl's mouth inside of a stall, 'fuck' 'i can't fucking do this anymore' y/n was almost sure it was two people hooking up until.. "hey is anyone there?" the girl asked as she opened the stall's door, "i just wondered if you happened to have a tamp- y/n.." the girl's mouth fell agape and so did y/n's, a warm feeling rushed through their bodies and up to their cheeks simultaneously.

'is it really her? she looks so..' y/n was the first to speak, "kazuha? god, it's been so long I- you look great" kazuha looked down for a second, feeling blood rushing to her cheeks, "t-thanks y/n, you don't look so bad yourself, time did you even better huh?" y/n could just feel the electricity in her veins, not helping to feel a little guilty at the thought of her girlfriend but not wanting to keep her eyes off the younger, "how've you been? oh, i- I've missed you so much..." kazuha breathed out longingly, quickly embracing y/n in a tight, loving hug. y/n hesitated for a bit, joy lingering in her mind, but after a few seconds she returned the hug, holding onto kazuha's waist as the younger had her arms looped on y/n's neck, y/n's intentions really weren't anything but longing and friendly, but being honest, if anyone were to see this intimate situation, they'd assume something was going on there.

The tension was undeniable, although it wasn't long until kazuha broke the hug, "I'm.. sorry for that, but I needed it" kazuha looked down with a tingle of embarrassment covering her features (beautiful ones at that🙏) while y/n smiled softly and shook her head lightly, "it's okay kazuha, I understand,I was missing it a little bit too," a silence filled the air and the tension got stronger every second, "the hugs I mean" y/n states as anxiety laced her voice, which kazuha definitely noticed. You see, y/n wasn't a very calm person all around, in fact, she'd overly panic over the smallest things, in any possible context, kazuha learned about this very early into their relationship, and always did her best to keep y/n at bay and feeling satisfied with herself, acknowledging that what y/n most probably suffered from was an unfortunate case of generalized anxiety disorder.

"hey it's okay, I know what you mean, don't worry" kazuha looked at y/n with a reassuring smile, "t-thanks, and anyways, how've you been?" y/n replied, feeling a tad bit better, "well, there's like a lot going on at the moment, I'm actually this close," kazuha made a 🤏 gesture with her fingers, "to debuting in a new girl group under source. yeah it's been pretty hectic these last couple years"

y/n's eyes widened and a proud smile decorated her face, "REALLY?!? ZUHA THATS SO COOL" she said in disbelief, feeling really proud about the younger's accomplishment, after all, y/n was a good 2 years older than kazuha (let's pretend 2 years is a whole lot, LET ME EMPHASIZE THE FACT THAT IT WAS LEGAL WHEN THEY DATED) always exerting a kind of protective and nurturing role over her, feeling the need to keep kazuha away from all the shit life had stored for her, although being unable to do so after you know, they cut ties. "yeah, in the end it was worth it, hmm?" kazuha said hesitantly, y/n wincing a little at kazuha bringing the topic to conversation, "I mea- joy?"

Both of them turned to look at the restroom's entrance which had remained unbothered for the few minutes they'd conversed (even if I made it fucking decades long) "y/n??? what's been taking you so long-oh" joy said, acknowledging kazuha's presence, quickly furrowing her eyebrows as to what was happening, "joy uhm, this is kazuha, an old friend of mine back when I still lived in Japan.." y/n stated, as a small blush crept up to her cheeks feeling the awkwardness, "hi, I'm nakamura kazuha, an old friend of y/n's" kazuha said politely, bowing down to joy, "ohhh I see, we'll then I'm joy, nice to meet you!" Joy smiled warmly and exchanged glances with her, kazuha catching on to what was going on, sensing the familiarity between y/n and joy, not gonna lie, it was bothering her a bit. y/n could also sense the growing tension between her lover and kazuha, so she quickly took joy's hand in hers, "well then kazuha, I'll see you around then, good luck with your project!" y/n smiled, "o-okay y/n, thanks, also..." the hesitation in kazuha's face was more than evident but she couldn't miss this opportunity for anything in the world, "can we exchange phone numbers? it's just to catch up" kazuha fiddled with her fingers and joy had an uneasy feeling about this whole y/n-kazuha thing, although she kept quiet the whole time, "oh sure!" they put each other's numbers into their phones and the couple left, leaving a very thoughtful kazuha behind, 'well for one thing, joy, she hugged me' kazuha mumbled under her breath, feeling the sting of y/n dating some other girl, well, it won't last all that much..

A/N: SO, I'd like to keep going in this same chapter but I feel y'all will get bored because I always put so much background into every sentence but idc, I liked this story. PT2 COMING SOON