You Don't Understand

Chapter 12

Chapter Twelve

Jessa's POV

" What I mean is that, I never had my first kiss. "

My answer resulted in with Niall choking on some chips, Harry's, Zayn's and Megan's mouth hanging open, Liam just staring at me, wide-eyed, and Louis doing a spit take on Harry.

" Ehww! Boo Bear that's gross. Why'd you do that?" Harry screeched and left to change. I have to admit his reaction reminded me of one of those 'Plastics' from those Mean Girls movie. You know what I'm talking about? Hopefully.

"Sorry!" Louis called after. Then he turned to me, " Never had your first kiss? But that means you never kissed anyone." He restated.

" Yes, doofus! It means I never kissed anyone. Now move away before you do a spit-take on me." I replied.

He moved away and I looked toward Niall. He was still choking or coughing. It was like a life and death situation with these guys. Finally he gulped down some pop to stop the hacking. " So you're telling us you've never kissed anyone?"He said. How many times did these guys have to repeat what I said, to understand what I meant. " That explains everything."Niall muttered to himself.

I was about to ask what explains everything, when Zayn asked, " May I ask why? Why you haven't had your first kiss?"

I shrugged. I really had no proper reason, did I. " Uhh, I grew up in a place where liking someone was the biggest gossip in town. No dating, no kissing. At least it was like that until grade seven. By then people were dating and kissing. Guess I was so foreign I thought it was gross. Then high school came along with the biggest priority: Having a boyfriend. High school seems to feed on peoples love life. I just stayed the tom girl in school. Ignored every guy that asked me out and just focused on sports and friends. It's still so strange, to me. A part of me still thinks it's gross. So I guess it wasn't a high need on my list to kiss a guy. " I explained.

" Interesting. Niall can change that in a matter of seconds. Look! I brought popcorn for the movie!" Harry exclaimed as he entered the living room once again in a new shirt.

I could feel the blood rush to my cheeks. Thanks a lot Styles. I needed to blush. " Maybe he will, maybe he won't. Just saying, it won't be easy." I said as everyone moved t the couches. Everyone, rather fast gathered on the couch, leaving Niall and I no space. I looked around and the only spot left was the loveseat. I took a seat and Niall plopped down beside me.

"What are we watching?" Megan asked.

" The Possession." Liam answered, slipping the DVD in.

Fear ran through my veins and I got up. I was about to make a run for it when Niall grabbed my arm. " Where are you going?"

"Uhh, the washroom." I lied.

Niall muttered an 'Oh' and was about to let go of my arm when Megan said, " She's lying. She's trying to get out of watching the movie. Jessa has a fear of horror films. Let her go and she'll run to the hills, never coming back."