request by: il0veyunho
song inspo | heaven and back - chase atlantic
" yah, smile "
jooyeon growled in hwani's ear as she sat in there room silently.
they were in a private room at the bar, with his friends and their girlfriends.
" what if i don't want to? "
jooyeon rolled his eyes and leaned back into the large couch.
" you're acting real cocky for a girl who has nothing. "
she wanted to retaliate, but it was true. hyunwoo was the one thing she had, but she had messed it all up. and if she doesn't go through with being her ex's fake girlfriend, then hyunwoo would get hurt.
and so would she.
" just shut up and drink. "
now his drink was full of normal alcohol, with cubes of ice. but she knew her drink was drugged. and it was every time.
yet she continued smiling and cozying up to the person she hated most.
just so the boy she loved wouldn't get hurt.
" I'm going to the restroom. "
hwani announced as she stood up and placed her drink on the table.
" okay be back soon. "
after jooyeon's comment, she left the room.
she ran through the doors of the bar and out to the city.
all the lights were blurry, and the building looked like they would fall on her at any moment. but she just kept running, and she couldn't stop.
she panted heavily as her hair blew in the wind. she ran into people as she went, but she didn't even bother to say sorry. she had to talk to him.
nineteen times she called hyunwoo. and all nineteen times the call was declined.
she texted him twenty times. and all twenty texts weren't sent.
before she knew it, she was at his house. she didn't know how she ended up there, it just had happened by reflex.
hwani ran up to the door and rang the doorbell.
" hello- hwani? "
hyunwoo's mom opened the door and gave her a warm smile.
" what are you doing here sweetheart? "
hwani attempted to catch her breath as she held her chest.
" is....hyunwoo here? "
" no, he's not. but i'll let him know you stopped by. "
the girl exhaled sharply as she put her hand down.
" do you have any idea where he is? "
mrs. choi shook her head.
" no honey i'm sorry, he just told me he was going somewhere and left. "
" okay, thanks mrs. choi. "
the woman smiled and brightened her eyes.
" anytime hwani. "
hyunwoo's mom went back inside and hwani sat quietly on the porch. tears started streaming down her face uncontrollably.
she thought and thought, where could he be?
wait. there was one more place.
hwani stood up and set off towards the city.
maybe it was the drugs coursing through her veins, our the adrenaline of running, but she was giddy. and happy that maybe she'd see him once again.
once again, the tall blurry buildings appeared. and before she knew it, hwani was at hyunwoo's favorite restaurant.
but she searched throughout the whole building, and he wasn't there.
and all of a sudden, the adrenaline was no longer there. now she couldn't catch her breath, and her legs hurt.
her eyes welled up with tears as she walked in through the city.
she wasn't paying attention, and suddenly she tripped. hwani sat on her knees as the tears started leaving her eyes. this was her last straw.
people were staring, but she didn't care. she didn't care about anyone, except hyunwoo. with him, it was like heaven.
but now that it's over,
it's like she went to heaven and back.
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─ㅤゑㅤchlo
