Just you and I

chapter 10: sweet lies

*I'm sorry if there are a lot of grammar and spelling errors I am new to writing things like this, so bear with me.*

"Hey" Lucas says while sitting next to me
"Hey" I say trying to sound joyful as if I want to be here right now

“So what's wrong?

“Nothing” I say

“Bullshit, you haven't smiled since we been here” he says

“Just don't feel like smiling” I say while choking back tears

“What happened?, is it because what was on your phone?” he questions

“No” I say blankly hoping he didn't see the messages

“Then what is it ? I thought we didn’t keep secrets?” he exclaims

“JUST DROP IT OKAY!”

I yell , then run to the bathroom and go into the far left stall farther from the doors and cry while holding my hand over my mouth trying not to make a sound. I don't want anyone to pity me.

God how can I tell him what is going on without hurting him. I hate that Abby and tucker did this and I hate that Jess had to witness it. Now I hate that I have to be the one to tell Lucas that his girlfriend and my boyfriend cheated on both of us and that I have proof to back it up.

I really don't remember applying to be in some teenage drama but here I am like a sponge soaking it all up. God I'm pathetic, why can't things ever just go right for once.

I leave the stall and look into the mirror. I’m pale. My eyes are all puffy and red. I wipe around my eyes and put on a fake smile and head to my first class. I can already tell today is gonna be a long day.