Just you and I

chapter 17: lost

*this chapter contains sexual events, so if you don't like that kind of stuff I would suggest moving forward to the next chapter*

We keep talking and laughing you know like we usually do but soon I'll go home hits me and I have to use the bathroom. Only problem is I have no idea where it is.

So I tell  him I'm going to go try find one and he says okay and I leave to go find one. searching for what feels like hours room after room until I finally find it. I use the restroom and then right across I see Alex's room.

I've never really been over to her house so I decided to be a little nosy and check out her room.

It's painted black and they are my chemical Romans posters everywhere. Classic emo aesthetic.

I'm looking at her childhood photos when I see a figure in the doorway. I turn around to see Lucas.

"Hey there you are, couldn't find you anywhere" Lucas says while slurring his words

"Yeah sorry I saw Alex's room and got distracted" I say with a smile

"It's okay" he says while walking towards me

We both look at the pictures and then we decided to sit down on Alex's bed. We decided to close the door, so we could talk in private.

We talk about serious things, like how we both feel after our relationships ending and we ask each other if we're going to be okay.

Of course you both say yeah considering we have each other. That's when out of nowhere Lucas kisses me.

Naturally I kiss back but I'm confused why is he doing this I don't know where could this be the alcohol or  is this true feelings? I pull away

"What are you doing?" I ask

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you it's just you look really pretty and you always listen to me and you're so good to me and I just couldn't help myself but kiss you" Lucas says

"You don't have to apologize it's not like I didn't like it" I say with a smile

"Really?" He asks "then can I do it again?"

I say yes and without a pause you kisses me and I kiss him and before we know it were making out. He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer, I rub my fingers through his hair.

Our lips colliding, the heat rising, and everything feels like a dream, but some way I know it's real. This is all I've ever wanted and for it to come true.

The only thing wrong with this picture is the fact that we're both intoxicated and in my best friends bed.

Although that's only two minor cons. We keep making out passionately, but then it gets hard and steamy and I can feel something poking me. I don't ask what it is because I already know the answer.

He starts to train off from my lips to my neck leaving kisses all the way down my chest. Then he slips off my dress and reveals what's underneath.

I do the same taking off his shirt and pants realizing he didn't wear any underwear today.

There's no going back, we both know that we're already too far in. I asked him to lock the door so that we don't get interrupted.

He comes straight back hungry for more and starts kissing me all the way down to my happy trail then he begins to eat me out.

The way his tongue moves I can't help but moan. He leaves kiss trails all the way back up from my neck and to my mouth.

I slipped my tongue in and feel the inside of his mouth long enough to understand what I want. He lines up his member and begins to put it inside me.

At first it hurts little, but then it starts to feel really good especially as he's moving his hips.

He keeps  at a steady pace, but then gradually gets faster I dig my nails into his skin as he makes my body ache.

I know I'm really  drunk, but at the same time I don't care. The feeling of him inside me feel so good.

He goes faster and faster, playing with my breasts every now and then gripping the nipples so tight.

our bodies getting hotter and hotter until we both can't take it anymore. Until we both climax.

He gets off from being on top of me and we both just lay there holding each other for a little bit.

"The thing is I don't think either of us are going to remember any of this night" I say

"I don't know about that for an event that is so crazy, especially for our kind of relationship. I think we both would remember vivid details, but enough to know we are definitely more than friends" Lucas says while kissing my forehead

What he says make sense, but at the same time, I don't regret a thing. I would do it all over again and from the way he's speaking, I can tell he's thinking the same thing.