Questioning

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Jade pov

Jade- "hey Tori thanks"

Tori- "For what?"

Jade-"For not thinking my room is weird"

Tori- "Why would I think something that you obviously enjoy is weird that's like saying your weird lol"

Jade- "Well you don't know how many people tell me that I'm weird that's why I never wanted to add you know us into the mix it would make me a weird and a freak."

Tori- "Being with me would make you a freak ok noted" I look over at Tori she is obviously sad

Jade- "I didn't mean being with you I mean being with a girl in general" I somewhat whisper

Tori- "What's so different about it the nurse and doctor thought we were together and they thought we were good together"

Jade- "Their strangers it doesn't count"

Tori- "Sorry I'll drop it you need to get to sleep"

Jade- "yah goodnight Tori" I'm just laying in bed looking up at the ceiling for what feels like hours I glance over at my skull alarm clock and I'm right I have been staring at the ceiling for hours. I glance over at Tori and I see her eyes are open staring at the ceiling as well. I don't know what to do I just stare at her remembering her soft lips pressed up against mine oh how I would do anything to kiss her again. I just want to kiss you I think to myself as I'm looking at her. Tori leans over

Tori- "So why don't you"

Jade-" wait no did I say that out loud? I say nothing

Tori- "Jade your eyes are open I know you are awake along with the fact you just told me you wanted to kiss me."

Jade- " ugh I want to stab myself right about now" I say burying myself into my pillows

Tori- "Hey what's wrong" she says sitting up and putting her hand on my shoulder

Jade-"You wouldn't get it"

Tori- "Try me"

Jade- I sit up "I can't tell you"

Tori- "Why not"

Jade- "I just can't alright" I start crying "Vega you make me soft"

Tori- "Is being soft such a bad thing"

Jade- "No Tori I think it's such a good thing ugh" we both stay silent before I speak again not really controlling what so say I just say it "have you ever felt like your heart says one thing but you mind says another like your battling yourself"

Tori- "Yah I have I guess the saying your mind is your worst enemy is true"

Jade- "So do you follow your mind or your heart"

Tori-"I guess it depends do you think your heart is clouded"

Jade-"I would say the opposite my mind is the one that's clouded"

Tori- "Then follow you heart"

Jade- "But what if my heart is wrong"

Tori- "You can never be 100% certain about anything"

Jade- "I'm certain about one thing"

Tori- "and what is that" she says I can see she's blushing from the rising sun coming thru my window

Jade- I want to...

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