A Jori ending

New music teacher

Tori: A little over a week has gone by with me staying at Jades. Jades mom is spending more time with Jade and even me we played bored games the other day from what I know jades mom to be she's acting strange.
School has been ok for the most part sikowitz still pressured me and Jade to do the play but he eventually stoped when we said we would be understudies. My parents don't seem to care I'm not at home besides I'm not there to do a ton of odd jobs. Trina has talked to me a little at school and apparently my mom and dad are as distant as ever. Cat smiles at me and Jade a lot I swear she's trying to make everyone figure it out. Robbie is his weird self as usual and Andre is making music as usual everything is practically normal but every person I look at I just wonder what would they think if they knew me and Jade were dating? I haven't cut in a little over a week Jade has been paying close attention to me it's been hard but I know it would hurt Jade more then me if I did it again. Jade took all of her scissors and locked them in a lock box and I know she doesn't go to sleep until I am I think it's cute but I'm sad she feels the need to do all of that.

Cat: "Heyyy hi heyyy Tori"

Tori: "Hi cat"

Cat: "Soooo"

Tori: "So?"

Cat: "How you doing?"

Tori: "Ok?"

Cat: "well guess what???"

Tori: "What?"

Cat: "Your suppose to guess"

Tori: "Um The sky is blue?"

Cat: "Close you know how the music teacher has a broken back?"

Tori: "Yah?"

Cat: "There's a new sub for music class and apparently it's for the rest of the year"

Tori: "Oh thanks for the heads up I have music next"

Cat: "Ok well byeeee"

Tori: "Bye cat" I say walking to music

Music teacher: "Welcome welcome students"I sit in the seconded row and watch as my classmates file in

Random kid: "Hello teach what you got in store for us today some Abc song practice" he says chuckling

Music teacher: "No actually I have tasked you each with making a song and recording it  you have to fully write it yourself  have at least one instrument and has to be sung by you"

Random girl: "Wait what if you can't sing?"

Music teacher: "Then speak it for all I care but it has to have musical format"

Random kid: "Wait I don't play an instrument?"

Music teacher: "Play random keys on a keyboard or random strings I don't care you have your prompt and you will deliver

Tori: "Wait when is it due?"

Music teacher: "Friday"

Tori: "But sir it's Thursday?"

Music teacher: "I don't see your point"

Tori: "Well have only a few hours"

Music teacher: "You can all do it"

Random kid: "What do we write about?"

Music teacher: "Good question I don't care you can do sing about  pizza for all I care but just remember the best work comes from the heart"

Tori: wow what's up with this guy an entire song in one night??? The teacher says a few more things then the bell rings. Music class was the last class of the day so I head on outside and sit at a table Jade has something she has to do. I take out my notebook and try to think about a song:
"The sunshine's the rainbows"
"The flowers are blooming"
"The fresh air the butterflies"
"The smile on my face engraved"
"My skin glowing from happiness"
"I wouldn't rather be any-other person"
"I see the sunshine I see the rainbows"
"I see the flowers blooming I'm  smelling the fresh air" ...
RIP- I rip the paper in 10 different pieces Jade then comes out

Jade: "Hey Tori you ready?"

Tori: "Yah" I pick up the paper throw it in the trash can and get into Jades car

Jade: "So what was that about"

Tori: "I have a song due tomorrow I'm going to be working all night"

Jade: "oh ok my mom is going somewhere she texted me asking to meet her so I'll drop you off so you can work"

Tori: "Thanks"

Jade: "No problem don't stress over it you should be able to make a song"

Tori: "Thanks" 5 mins go by and Jade drops me off and I walk inside her house I drop my bag down and sit at the table let's try this again
"The clouds above"
"Are so fluffy and white"
Rip "ugh" I toss the paper in the trash grab my notebook and head to jades room and hop on her bed I remember what the new teacher said the best work comes from the heart I'm trying to write about happy things but am I even that happy? I look at Jades closed door I have an idea I start writing and singing we'll basically shouting simultaneously

"You don't know what happens at night behind my closed door
You don't know the thoughts that come into my mind at night
You don't know how your words hurt me
You think they will prevent and change me
Make sure I don't become someone something you can't approve of
You DON'T know what happens at night behind my closed door
Thoughts take over my brain I remember your words
My Brain hits replay
You don't know what happens at night behind my closed door
You don't know just how much your words hurt
I cry myself to sleep
I make myself BLEED
Bang my head against my wall just trying to numb it all
You don't know how much your words hurt me"