Why everything is so exciting?

Part 1. Chapter 1.

Now I leave the house in the hope that I will not see him again. We try to be a friend and looks like a friend, but my heart at the sight of him still trembling and breathing quickens ... After Serena married Dan, Rufus lives next door, and we constantly come across each other. Would you know how hard it is to kiss him on the cheek and smile pretending that it's over between us. We are not strangers, we have a common son, at least on this we are closer than family ..
Okay, I have to go, because I was already in a hurry ...
I left home and who would doubt ...
- Rufus - I said silent lips just trying to quickly get into the car.
- Lily! - He shouted and almost ran up to me
- Hello! - She smiled and kissed his cheek.
- I'm glad to see you.
- Rufus, you saw me yesterday and the day before. Every day. - Why is it satisfied the circus.?
- And I'm glad I saw you today ... -
 Lily just nodded - something you wanted?
- I wish that you were my wife, but you chose Bart, and then William. - I immediately reached for the handle of the machine
- Prior to the meeting, Rufus.- I opened the car door, and he quickly closed it
- What are you doing !?
- We need to talk.
- What can we talk to you?
- About us.
- There is no us you have a wife, I have - a husband, do not forget about it.
- But we still matchmakers - laughed - I agree this sounds strange, but at least of - of that we can meet, and also because we have a common past, and you know it.
- Okay, I'll have half an hour between 12:30 and 12 meet at the restaurant.
- We have time.
- I said nothing and quickly sat in the car ... it's so weird. I looked at him through the window, and he at me, even though it was toning. He did not see me, but felt as though I was looking at him, and then went to the car and I had to wait or not to wait 12 hours for the order that would see him again ....