Why everything is so exciting?

Part 2. Chapter 7.

I pack of embracing it with your eyes closed .. I enjoyed every second spent in his arms. We have completely forgotten about his wife, who saw everything that happened here ... After some time, I finally was able to open it up and saw that his wife came up to us .. My smile disappeared from his face and I instantly looked at Rufus ..
- Rufus.
- What?
I pointed glance at his wife, and moved away from him a little, and she came up to us. He just shook his head, and when she went immediately start a conversation ...
- Lord .. I .. Clarissa ... I do not ...
- Shut up, just shut up, I do not want to hear from you! - He looked at her, and she turned her gaze on me and I'm not even scared a lot. She was defeated in her eyes was read hatred and I saw in her eyes extinguished the flame of kindness, as if she were no longer responsible for his actions! .. - You ..-
I tried to kill her that she would not say, because I understand that she wants to say more, but I had to apologize to her, even though she knew it was not going to help, but she came closer to me ..
- Clarissa forgive me I ..
- You .. You ruined my life! I hate you! - She raised her voice, and I knew that she had to throw out all the hatred she had been saving me since the time when we start to suspect Rufus, today the painting became the last straw for her ... - You're a whore, which ruins any life! Throwing all in a row, and you .. - she hates your pens look at Rufus - ran after her like a dog and to use it for every call! How can you believe her? Where is the proof that it will no longer leave you and will not run for William? Or to Bart, oh no I'm sorry he's dead! But it is not Bart or William, it's in you. You never let her go. You lied to Allison, trying to prove to myself that I forgot to Lily, and she'll forget and it was spitting, and if not mistaken the meeting and who had taken from the problems with the children, she would not have thought of you!
- Clarissa! - Rufus shouted and tried to look at her impressive - Do not go too far, you'll regret to say.
- Do not go too ?! I hate you! I'm not going to feel sorry about anything! About to tell the truth never regret! - She punched him on the chest! - I loved you, and you betrayed me! You slept with her, went to live with me. Why, this whole circus? What do you have this !? I hate you you ruined my life, you two! - She once punched him on the shoulder and walked over to me and then looked me in the eye and said:
- It will always be on your conscience. You'll always be tormented, knowing that ruined my life. - Her words seemed strange to me, I did not know what she wanted to say these words. Believe the man who on the emotions of the whole complex. And in general to understand .. but I will try to show themselves as always above, maybe I went too far, but I'm fighting for my happiness, I was stronger ...
- Honey, I'm not a bit worried about your opinion. I'm tired of thinking about others. I also have the right to happiness.
- And I? Did not I have? - She looked at me, waiting for a response is gorgeous, but I could not look at these naive eyes ...
- And you still find happiness. Because Rufus, this is not your man. He is mine.
- You're talking about him as a thing.
- No, I'm talking about him as a person whom I love and nobody else otdam.Za all these years, I realized one thing. Whatever happened between us, we would still be together. Because it is destiny. And from it, as they say, do not go away ... And do not even fly away ... - she looked at me and tried to kick or strike, but Rufus just noticed it.
- Clarissa, you crazy? - Rufus quickly ran over and grabbed her hand that she had the nerves would not do that, what would then regretted
- I'm mad? Yes, I hate it, give me the will, I'll kill her! - She tried to escape, but Rufus held her and led her to the entrance to the plane ..
- Calm down! Stop crying and calm down! - He tried to soothe her like that. but how? It looked so weird, he dumped her, and now took a plane ..
I watched Rufus grabbed her and started to take the plane ... I gave way to tears, and I watched the whole picture, knowing that I was to blame. his last words I heard bad because they otdalyalis..Rufus as that agreed to go through the cash register, but for that would take her to the plane, they podeshel guard and they took Clarissa to the plane, and I just stood there and did not know what to do ... When they were out of sight, I sat on the sofa and began to scroll in mind all that has happened! I sat motionless for about twenty minutes, thinking as always, about whether I have entered? This is my eternal question ... Soon I felt on my cheek someone's hand and opened glaza..Konechno it was Rufus .. He patted me on the cheek and pulled her by the neck, kissed her forehead and sat down ..
- Are you okay? - I knew that he was worried about me, as always ...
- I? - I looked at him - I do not know what I have to answer this question. Probably..
- You must answer the truth.
- It's true - I said quickly, and tried to smile .. - Compared with Clarissa, I'm all right. That's who is now so hard it is.
- I do not know that it found ... I do not know .. Aircrafts .. It helps to think night's sleep, the flight will not be short, it is time to think about it ..
- Do not make excuses! Neither he, nor her. I know .. it hurts .. I now also is not easy .. I try to reassure myself that I was right and ...
- You do not have to console myself that. You did the right thing, it would be better ...
- For whom? For you? For me? For it certainly will not be better. We made it too painful.
- It would be better for everyone. we stop this nonsense. We will be happy. She will find a man who will love her.
- She was thought to have found such a person, but it was not right. She trusted you and you betrayed her, and I contributed to it. - After the words spoken, I got up and walked out of the airport. After a moment, I felt at his waist his hand, and put it on top of its ..
- You should not blame yourself in something. Stop thinking about the others. it's time to think about yourself.
- Lately I just do it. Just no good, it does not. -
I stopped and Rufus did not continue the conversation. He understood that now we all need to think about what happened .. But a minute later I saw hurrying flight William and we stopped.
William walked over and looked at it as Rufus hugs me ..
- Lily?
- William .. I have to say ..
- I already see. Are you saying that this is the end?
- For whom?
- For us.
- I used to believe that the end is to be happy, and we ..
- We have been unhappy?
- Miserable and not happy, are two different things.
- That is with me you were not happy.?
- When? two - three days in the gaps between your business trips.? Yes, I even did not have time to figure out really.
- In this in-between that you slept with him. Not surprising that you .. - I knew what words follow on and this gave William a slap ... He smiled and looked at Rufus.
- What are you satisfied? You still won ...
- Stop talking about it as a competition.
- But you know yourself that she chose the winner. It is the winner. And that has lasted over twenty years. She always chose between you and someone else .. Hope that this time, you are her final choice.
- William, fly to Spain, until he flew there with a broken nose.
- Well good luck to you. - He said it with such irony that was just sick, I put her head on the chest of Rufus, and he patted me on the head and I whimpered softly. It was a terrible day. I just want to forget it all and forget.
- Come on, you need to relax. It was hard to survive ..