Why everything is so exciting?

Part 1. Chapter 12.

I woke up this morning and realized what had happened last night on that smile. It's been a wonderful night. He was lying so close to the sunlight came through not completely closed the curtains and I looked at him with a smile, and then held his palm on his cheek - he smiled ...
- Lil.
- I smiled because I love when he called me, "Lil" Only he could say it that way, what I wanted to kiss him.
- Good morning! - He finally opened his eyes and smiled again - Nice to see you again in the morning so close.
- I also - I smiled, put her hand on his chest and rested her chin in.
- You're so beautiful! - He corrected me a lock of hair, and again I could not help but smile and then scooted higher and kissed him on the lips. He returned the kiss and ran his fingers down my arm, causing goose bumps on the skin appeared and he smiled ..
- So nice to wake up next to you in the morning.
- Yes. I have long dreamed about it!
- Declare. I, too. - He smiled and glanced at in passing time.
- Lord, Rufus! For nearly 12 !. - I jumped up and started to look for his clothes, wore underwear ..
- 12? - He was sitting at a loss not knowing what to do, where to go or what to run.
- 12! - I threw him his shirt and pants. - Does not seem strange to your wife that you did not spend the night at home?
- Damn - he jumped up and began to dress sharply and at this moment I froze, though he hastens to his wife.
- Now, all this will happen? - He buckled belt and looked at me.
- What exactly?
- It is. We will spend the night together, and in the morning you will, to forget everything and run to kiss the wife and make excuses?
- Lil - he came very close and stroked my cheek - You know, I can not escape it! But you insist on it. Not me. I do not want to leave, and you know it - then he kissed me and began buttoning his shirt.
- Yes .. Yes, you're right, and if something can be between us, the only way. - He tried to smile. I knew that he did not like. For him there is no forbidden relationship. He is perfect - right. But the fact that he's doing it for me and with me, it gives me more strength and love for him. I know that for me he goes against his own principles, and it means a lot. - He finally got dressed and looked at me with a smile, standing very close
- Do you want the evening we descend somewhere? - I smiled at his suggestion
- I want to! - He told me smile - how to free Call okay !?
- Good.
- Okay, Lil, I must go. - He abruptly put his hand on my neck and pulled him, I said, a passionate kiss, and he stopped and looked me in the eye.
- I love only you! - Then he smiled and left the room ...
I stood there for another five minutes looking around the room, which was a mess .. My litter, not the laid bed ... It all seemed so familiar - strange. I still love it. And I am ready to do everything that would have been such a night as often as possible ..